vintage marie

2006-10-12T09:59:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

KIMLI<3

2006-10-07T04:18:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i was downstairs,
playing happily,
laughing with youjing like some mad shit.
when i look up.
i see a horrible sight.

people, take care.
the haze now is 98.
look its only 7 now
and the sky is black. blurry..

haha my skin peeling off
cause i played with acid rain :(
so horrible.

anyway, yesterday we did have a SN2 mooncake festival.
its my best day so far since september.
hahaha we took alot alot of pics.
i decided to switch to livejournal.
i created the account.
i will spend time doing my skin and figuring out how to use after exams
so tell yr the url after exams. den also will post the pics on livejournal.
P!ATD live album out in 3 days!!! : DDDDDDDDDDD

when i talk you, i feel like im the most happiest girl in the whole (:

KIMLI<3

2006-10-05T07:40:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

exam hall is so freaking cold!
i've got the air con right above me !!
hahah
i was laughing my foolishness.
during my mid year exam,
the air cons have not been installed yet.
i've been complaining every paper about the temperature at the back of the hall.
go try it!
its so stuffy and hot. not a very condusive enviroment to do a exam.
now when air con are finally installed,
with the air con just behind me.
i get to enjoy the cold air first!
but yet im complaining how freezing cold it is!

haha. decided not to post Panic!'s video cause i thnik not many will play it anyway.
LIFE IS SUPER BORING!
this is the shedule everyday :
after schoo, eat.
study with yuhui until 4
reached neighbourhood at 4.30
study at void decks until 8+
go home. shower. eat. turn on comp.
appear offline in msn. search for panic! stuffs.
watch tv at 9.
study at 10.
slack at 10.30- 11.10
11.15- BED I LOVE YOU !
and then the day ends off for me!

i feel like im a boring person now, everyday talking about study study study.
i promise i will havoc myself out after exams!!!
i got pretty alot of dates already with my gfs hahaha
cant wait! just 6 days more to a 2+ - 3 months freedom!
i miss playing bball!
i miss SN2 !!
i feel like taking photos of my friends and i playing after exams until the camera spoils!

TOMORROW, is mooncake festival.
EVERY YEAR, shiang jing and i will celebrate.
last year we had companions : D
THIS YEAR???????

oh-and-i-feel-like-changing-my-blog-to-livejournal.

love still grows rapidly for panic! :D

KIMLI<3

2006-10-03T08:03:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

this video is on VMA. their perfomance when they won the best music video for year 2006 : D

http://mcrlover101.buzznet.com/user/video/play/?p=3

this link links to another concert, same song but i think this version nicer.

hardcore,
studied straight 6 hours after school.
veryvery tired.
a sense of satisfaction though (:

KIMLI<3

2006-10-02T07:50:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

PANIC! AT THE DISCO'S - KARMA POLICE & CAMISADO
hahaha karma police is not their album song, but camisado is : D
youjing shd know this song cause its my fav song at the moment and i kept singing it infront of her.
by the way, ryan is the lyricist of the band, most of the songs he write one. this song is abt his alchoholic father's life. ryan led a sad broken childhood :(

today very shuang, cause i only had 1 hour lesson, rest of the period is either the teacher never come or no lessons at all, cause english papers ended
after school i went to N&B with yuhui at 2. studied until 4.40 den we both went off.
went court, studied until 6+pm den i pei youjing makan until 7+ go home and slack!
i dont care what my family says lah! i know i got study can liao (: i am not guitly nor lying!

i know im very crazy about P!ATD .
everyday i on the comp, i find videos, news, pictures of them for hours straight.
i even dont feel like going out. when im out, im often in daze thinking abt their videos.. =/
the worst is that, when im not using the comp, i feel very sad cause i cant get to see them :(
i know this has to stop, so today, i only watched 3 videos of them hahha
and most of the time i was collaging ryan's pic.
pardon me my friends; i hope my gaga-ing over them will pass soon :D
currently, i love them too much!!
THEIR TOUR CONCERT STARTED TODAY !!!
@ Aukland, New Zealand. St JAMES THEATRE.
they very kelian :( their tour until 12.09
then they got 70+ concerts in total..
try singing 12 songs over and over again for 70 times:(
its their job, they are billionaires!! HAHA
ANYWAY, JIEJIE! THEY ARE PERFORMING AT TORONTO, Ricoh Coliseum ! 16/11

RYAN! BRENDON ! SPENCER ! JON ! JIAYOU ! : DDD

KIMLI<3

2006-09-28T07:41:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

Panic! - I Constantly Thank God & Build God Then We'll Talk's concert @ Lollapalooza 2006 // August 04

if yr are willing to watch this video, which i totally and really recommend your to, [ nice songs! ]

LISTEN TO RYAN ROSS SING AT THE 2ND SONG !!hes the 2nd singer next to brendon! FANTASTIC !! LOOK AT HIM PLAY GUITAR AND BANJO !! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!
anyway, brendon's skills on keyboard is really very good hahaha he play very fast and like a mad scientist. he sings good too (: and makes his concerts very humourous and joyful !
spencer actually i think he is the best of all ! without him, their music wont be so successful. want to know why i said that? go listen carefully to the drums in the music. fantastic drummer!
jon! a veryvery good bass player ! ahaha

and lastly, their signature bow after concert : D

lol these days when i log into computer,
i will immediately go to youtube or buzznet to find P!ATD videos and pictures.
friends of mine will know that i've never been crazy over a idol till like this!
i printed out their photos and its safe in my file : DD
they ARE really fantastic !! i really LOVE them! especially RYAN !
i dont know how my crazy love for them will last, but im really addicted to it !!
their 'world' tour is starting on oct2, they going to canada and all sorts of europe america and australia places :( why nv come singapore?
anyway this tour is gonna take 2-3 months im gonna stay tuned at MTV !! haha
they are nominated for the best woodie video 'i write sins nt tragedies' !! and im gonna vote !!

haha.
GAGA-ing and FANTAZING them are only at night.

i study in the afternoon!
exams are coming and of course im studying!!
went to study after sch at mac.
lit notes are soooo thick, but i like it : DDD cause its on merchant of venice!!
my advance papers are over, hmm.. i think my english paper1 i sort of did badly due to poor time mangament. but paper2 i did ok bah. chinese paper1 im very confident i will score well : D

im pretty tired and hectic nowadays that i lose interest in almost everything, except for P!ATD hehe.. im having science tuition for 3 days in a week. i think my tutor also very tired teaching me 3 days but then my science is so lousy, so i requested 3 times. friday , sat and sun. 3 str8 days. CAN DIE AH !

my parents keep thinking that im nt studying..
cause i dont study at home..
i dont care anyway, at least i know i do study.
AND
i realise i've influence some of my friends to listen to P!ATD songs especially i write sins nt tragedies hahaha..
maybe my blogpost will be boring these days cause i will posting their videos !!! : DDDDD

KIMLI<3>

2006-09-25T07:12:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

WHEEEE !! IM REALLY VERY CRAZY IN P!ATD !!
ahahah
i cant stop listening about their songs
cant stop thinking abt ryan !!

me in my new top; yesterday

RYAN ROSS ROCKS !!! ARGHHH !!

crazily thinking about ryan hehe

for those who are wondering who is this super duper adorable ryan ross im talking about,
its one of the members in panic! at the disco. he is the guitarist aahah.. DANIEL ISAAC rocks too. daniel isaac is the groom in ' i write sins nt tragedies' hahah
i spent today and yesterday finding photos of ryan, brendon and songs!!
i want to buy their concert CD !! wonder if they got sell hahaha

RYAN ROSS !!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH !! HE MAKES MY HEART BEAT FASTER !!

PANIC ! AT THE DISCO !!

jon walker, ryan ross : DDD, brendon urie(: and spencer smith

looook at him play !!
soo handsome !!

KIMLI<3

2006-09-23T19:33:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

yesterday morning went to office. haha
saw bobby timothy and lester at court hahah.
lol my previous manager resigned and got sack at the same time.
so today the new manager wants to have a meeting with us..
i took the lift with her w/o knowing she is my new manager HAHA..
so embarrassing..
cause i kept staring her nails in the lift and i know she noticed.
her nails very nice ah, lime green shiny nail polish..
anyway, shes very nice lah..
nt like my prvious manager
she more motherly hahaha

went to suntec with jenson peiling and lili
den i went off.

today is my brother's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
ltr going to celebrate haha xD
maybe going out with my sugar tiantian and huiting !

got addicted with panic! at the disco's - lying is the most fun a girl can have w/o taking her clothes off. I FINALLY GOT THAT SONG !!!! hahaha somebody willing to dl it for me.

KIMLI<3

2006-09-22T08:58:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

realised i haven been blogging more and more..
so lets blog with boring words and no pictures cause im simply too lazy to upload them..
life is abit sian now, but then exam period now mah. what to do? haha
i will confirm play and enjoy during holidays that i will even forget going home xD

my life so far is everyday studying and saving up money hahaha..
want to do good for my EOY so i can play with ease during holiday..
want to save up money to pamper myself with good food, shopping spree and all sorts of enjoyment during the holiday..
i am not under going any stress
i dont have love problems
i dont have family problems
cash flow problems are solved
so it means that im happy and happy go lucky girl now..
and that leaves with myself.
i started having this 'hobby' of being alone..
i go out alone, do everything alone..
i WANT to be alone. but im nt sad or anything..
is that good or bad?
i dont tell people how i feel now, nor tell them any problems im facing..
reason being is, whenever my friends complain abt their problems, i will be thinking abt mine [if i have any problem]. it makes me feel pathetic too and i want to talk it out. but it seems like whenever i say ' i feel very troubled too' or ' i feel so sad too' my friend's face will change 360 degree drastically. i wonder if its my imagination or did they really really find it a nuisance to hear me talk out that i dont want to tell them anymore.

LOL. yesterday was soooo angry with the doctor.
i listened to miss tan's advice and went to amk polyclinic for my toes.
i spent half and hr waiting to see the doctor.
when im finally inside, the doc just looked at my toe, asked me some simple questions and gave me a refer letter to KK hospital and say they will cut away the blood clot thr.
and he began shaking my toenail and told me that my toe is bleeding inside.
i gave him that retarded face instantly.
HALLO ! OF COURSE I KNOW MY TOE IS HAVING INTERNAL BLEEDING? OR ELSE WHY IS IT BLUE?
and i spent another 20 mins for the nurse to give me the refer letter =/
wasted my time sia.

today injured my middle finger.
first time something hurt until i teared.
lol now i finally whats the feeling like..
its so uncontrollable.
one instant your feeling the pain frm the injury,
next instant w/o even knowing, you feel tears in yr eyes.
but i still can write so ok lor.

saw lester today when i was on my way to school : D
he loooked so different!
prob because he was wearing specs
anyway i cldnt wait till band camp starts yeah!
den can play with lester shingrong and cassandra again !

KIMLI<3

2006-09-22T05:57:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

nothing happened, studied until 4+ den slacked until now..
i ended my day,
with a question poped in my head.
why have you became like this.
its like tv shows.
you can do anything, to achieve something you want.

a bigbigbig sigh to you.

KIMLI<3

2006-09-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

nothing big today..

happy birthday coach : DDDD
C GIRLS LOVES YOU !
hehehehe

KIMLI<3

2006-09-16T06:36:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i got soooo pissed off when i got my pay today : 70 dollars
115 to be exact.
i was so moody got str8 hours.
but i decided that this shall be my motivation to work harder.
anyway
was sick just now till i also fainted..
so i went to sleep.
yEAh
shall update update now!
there are photos.
but im lazy to upload

THURSDAY 14 SEPTEMBER
nothing really happened.
went back to rosyth
hahha..
i saw mrs low ! :DDDD
she made me feel so guitly :(
she ask me why i always nv turn up for stuffs like teachers day or class renuion.
anyway, she was happy to see me bah :D
den i went to band.
jingyuan was thr bah.
he lend his flute.
and i asked some new recruits to teach me how to play flute.
i feel so talented hahah
i learn how to play it so fast! haha and up till today, i still remember the fingerings
went up to canteen to eat haha
saw the vendors and they all chatted with me :D !
hahaha mr goh and mr ong were happpy to see me!
mr goh sayang my head somemore hahah
den miss chan ask me to go back for band camp
yeah i will ! den can crazy with lester shingrong and cassan !
so jealous lor.. they all JC liao, i still stuck in secondary hahah..
anyway, i didnt get to see the bloody principal bah haha..
they(those who went back during teach' day) said that the security very irritating,
dont let them go anywhere in the sch except IBC haha
but then the security just smiled at me den i got no restrictions of walking whr haha

FRIDAY
went home very early
went to dinner with youjing junhao and dom.
junhao brought this super big cake box which consist of a small cake -.-
the cake cldnt be stuffed in jing, mine and dom's frige cause it was too big -.-
so i put it in my neighbour's hse lol
den they came my hse to slack till 10+ going to 11
den junhao went to celebrate bdae with karin.
got so much fun then :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX !!
HAPPY BRITHDAY KARIN !!

TODAY
went to company
the pay got cock up
go went with my supervisor jenson, peiling and billy
we went to fareast shopshop haha
den i got my fked up pay.
and i went home.
jiale sent me this song, sang by shayne ward, called no promise
go download it!
veryvery nice :D

KIMLI<3

2006-09-13T05:48:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

nothing interesting to blog.
just had training today..
the ex zhss bball seniors came back today
all so pro !
hahaha

went back to court and talk to jing.
hmm
just realise that everything is so different now.
i rather hangout with my team than SN2.
the feeling is so different..
like everything's changed.
nt with my teammies.
we're just a childish yet real fun friends.
i just feel more like myself when im with them :D
feel so relax with them..
but then, its alex's birthday this friday..
bet we're gonna have some funs again !

KIMLI<3

2006-09-12T05:06:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

went to school with slippers today!
cause my toenai came off last night
pain and scary ><

went to sakae
swear im nt touching sushi for 2 months
im sick of it!
i went thr the 4th time today in 2 months!

tired.. off to sleep :D

KIMLI<3

2006-09-11T07:17:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

sigh, my first ever dentention in zhss life.
:(
nt that bad actually
got johner the super irritating yet funny guy

went for training..
now revising my science
guess what?
:D
i can sign into msn and use msn normally unlike others :D !

but guess what again?
i hope i dont have to serve detention tmr again :(
cause we going to eat sakae sushi !

there is this new 9pm show on channel8.
its about lawyer one lah :D
DAMN NICE !
hahah

KIMLI<3

2006-09-10T07:00:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

yesterday morning my papa bring me go coffee bean eat breakfast
ahhaa
the chocolate ice blended thr is so much better
BETTER THAN STARBUCK ONE!
nt bitter one :D
COFFEE BEAN NICE THAN STARBUCK ! :DDDDD

afternoon went to hougang mall with huiting
went to long john
den i headache
den we went to gelare
eat waffles
went to cassan hse
den i went court slack
eat dinner
den go home.

today studied whole day...

KIMLI<3

2006-09-08T04:50:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i slept very late on wed night..
1+ - 2am..
and i was worried haha cause supposed to meet andre to take my straightener
and then shiang was gg to come to my hse to doll herself up for something special :D
yep, and i was worried i would overslept.. supposed to meet at 9.
hahah
i woke up at 7+
and then i slept again..
this is the funny part:
i dreamt that i woke up at 12.15 pm.. and then i got 40 miss calls frm both of them.
dont know why suddenly the scene changed to outside my hse
haha
den shiang and andre kept scolding me.. until very fierce -.-
haha in my dream, i was so guitly..
in the end i realised that this was a dream, and i told myself myself to wake up.
time check that time: 8am.

ok so took the straightener, shiang came over and returned the straightener.
went to hougang mall with bobby caixin and lester.
haha the clumsy me spilled coke on bobby.
sorry!
went back
we rented glory road and they came to my hse to watch it.
did my hmk after tt, went court to slack,
and my day ends.

today had training...
ok lor..
after training went to tm with huiting jiaqi yuhui..
we went to watched akila and the bee with coach and his children..
omg.
so heartache.
spent 7.20 drinking a bitter chocolate :(
i DONT LIKE starbuck!!
hahaha
and then after i drank,
i found coffee bean -.-
:(

HAHAHA ..
people if you hear people saying that akila and the bee is a motivating show,
DONT TRUST THEM!
but then,
the movie is not bad, the storyline is quite good.
and i love that korean guy DYLAN CHIU !!
huiting and i were gaga-ing over him!!
toook 1 hr ride home..
im so sick going to tm :(
hate the part of riding bus..

ok.
tmr is a veryvery sian day.
i need a break.
i dont want to work tomorrow.
they are so mean to me.
like they owe me my pay for 4 weeks. my company gives pay every 2 weeks.
i did 139 leads. which is like 417 dollars.
i shd get AT LEAST 200 dollars.
and jansen told me i got like 50 so far.
im so daMn disappointed.
so no pay, i wont work.
im gonna study and play tomorrow.
maybe ask mama to go out with me...
hmmm, 1st time i ask mama go out with me :D

they are girls.
they have the same interest with you.
they are of the same age as you..
they wont tease nor play nor make fun you..
i feel so comfortable with them..
i love my sec2 teammates :DD

KIMLI<3

2006-09-06T07:26:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

hallo people,
know i had been MIA-ing for some time le,
ok..
september holidays were gaga going to be over,
which means,
exams are around the corner.
1 yr just pop, and go like this..
HAHA..
so fast....

okkk..
on saturday,
i went to watch spalding 3 on 3 at downtown with yushi and huiting

this match was soooo coool :D

yeah man =D

split up with them and went to do my own stuff..
finally finished and went home,
reached court at arnd 10+
den talk to friends till 11 and went home

ytd,
SN2 small outing
went to cine with youjing alex bobby caixin dominick junhao and lester.
we watched the breakup
and ate suki sushi :D
overall is ok lor hahaha

today had training..
hmmm.. very xingku cause im nt feeling well
hahaha
den when we do figure8, i was crying and doing haha
but was glad i shot in the last 3 pointer hehehe..
after training took some photos
here they are. nt in order haha

me and my very tall center :D

i was being retarded

grp photo of the sec2 bballers

cassan: YOU THE MAN! kimli: YES I AM.

i simply simply loove ahpak !

jaq jaq ~ my sec3 senior

sugar darhling! :D hahaa just for fun

i feel so zibei beside them cause they all so tall :( see they have to bend down to take photo with me..

GUESS WHAT ! MY EX ENGLISH TEACHER LEH :D she dont look like teacher horh :D

KIMLI<3

2006-08-30T06:21:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

TODAY SUCKS.
SERIOUS.
THIKING ABT IT MAKES ME WANT TO CRY AGAIN..

: ((((((((((((

i dont feel like talking abt tt thing cause its not guang rong at all and im nt proud of it.
but i reallyreally got into quite a serious trouble..
and worst thing is i got my mom involved.
i cried nt because of my punishment but its because mom nv blamed me or scolded me.
i feel so guitly..
i sent her a sms
and i really meant it.
i want to score four As for her for EOY..
dad got scold me when i came home..
he said alot things that are nt true.
he said i am nt sad . false.
alot lah..
its all false; hurting words to me.
but i alr got use to it.
let him say all he like bah.
he will nv understand.
i tried to tell him, yet he scolded me. so? whats the point?
just let him think wat he thinks bah..
even when im sad, he just thinks tt im happy-g0-lucky type.

another thing is that..
i see everybody getting so excited abt gg back to pri sch and meeting pri sch friends.
well, im also pretty psyched abt it too.
im supposed to go back today
but i didnt go back .. why?
because adeline dont want to go back anymore..
its nt her fault.. its mine.. :(
and i dont want to go back alone, coming back training again.
well, im such a NICE friend arent i?
i really wanted to go, until coach came, den i knew i cant go liao..
so many people called me to ask me whr i was..
i dont know lah..
i just feel very sad..
seeing so many people happy abt tmr..
i just dont feel like coming sch tmr anymore..
sorry laihan, nicole, bryan hwaxiang.

i got another A today, 85/100 - maths.

KIMLI<3

2006-08-29T06:53:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

today very bored lah..
find miss lin very bias..
she very nice to me haha
but nt really to other people =X

after sch went to eat with ahpak
den went to meet chongyou haha
he wear his uni so guai haha
den went to parkway
mengmeng came to join us..
we studied maths today..
did all my hmk..
statistic is BORING -.-

I LOVE AHPAK AND MY DARHLING CAPTAIN JIAQI! :DDDDD
oh man, we're currently ji-siaoing each other HAHAHA

KIMLI<3

2006-08-28T05:44:00.001-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

had training today..
its not tiring lah seriously,
but then too long nv train, so i feel very tired now..
hmm..
thats all (:
oh yeah, coach nt leaving anymore ! haha
ba wo ! ba wo ! ba wo! ba wo ! ba wo !
teamwork ! teamwork ! teamwork ! teamwork ! teamwork !

i just found a very serious case.
I HAVEN HAD AN OUTING WITH MY LOVE PIES !!
SHIANG! JING! ESTHER!
WE HAVEN GO OUT FOR SOOOO LONG!!
LAST OUTING WAS DURING JUNE HOLS LA !!
I DEMAND AN OUTING ONE DAY DURING SEPTEMBER HOLIDAY!
we were all so busy with our work, and personal life such that we had forgotten how wonderful times were like when we were together(:

hmmm lets go to borsch[dont know the spelling lah!] or pariss international ! or sushi tei? or whatever lah! lets go DA CHI YI DUN :D
i know shiang and esther will read this unlike youjing HORH :DDD i love you girls lah !

i feeel like strangling the new prinicpal of rosyth lah! why she make things so difficult for the alumnis?why of all days make teacher's day a holiday? make it so difficult for us lah! shes so daMn kuku! bet she must had been the WORST principal rosyth ever has. please! i dont want roysth to end up like zhss man!! she made the rule that alumni can go back on wednesday 2.30 -4.30. dont care her! im gonna show up in rosyth earlier than 2.30 !hmm i still like mr foo and miss chan la.. altho i had miserably stepped into the principal office twice, they nv gave me canning or CWO :D ROSYTH IS THE BEST PRI SCH LAH! GOOOD IN EVERY AREA :D

happiest thing that happened to me today :
I SCORED 21/30 FOR ENGLISH :DDDDDD
2ND HIGHEST IN CLASS !!
WEEEEETS!
haha.. good achievement lor..
i term one failed my english, den i got a B for mid yr and now i got an A2 ! :DD

KIMLI<3

2006-08-27T05:33:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

hallo
watched popstar today morning with youjing..
its nt bad la :D
i think i very toot haha
cause i didnt know how Aaron carter looked like until today,
ok la, he nt bad looking hahaha

jiejie talked to me..
jiejie, i really got work hard..
although i know my 'hardworkings' are nt good enough..
but i also dont want to go combine classes..
i will really study now le..
i will put study before basketball and other entertainment stuffs de..
i also got think before abt my marks tts why tt time i so stressed up what..
but i really dont understand a single shit abt science.

oh yeah, ytd mama come and talk to me haha
ask me why i want to go for counselling
hahaha..
i told her everything is alright liao..
its quite weird la..
all day and night, i want my mama to sit down and talk to me care for me
and when she really did,
i so paiseh tt i went to toilet for hiding -.-
but today i very pissed off with my mom la.
i dont know is it her students tt is more impt than me or i am more impt la!
she called me selfish just because i told her i want to keep my calculator in the sch and i cant let her use it for tuition anymore.
so angry lah!

went to study with mengfei chongyou and junjie..
i understand circulatory system btr liao!
at least now i know whr the bloods flow to and frm.
i want to see doc ah!
why i keep stomachpain one!!

BYEBYE SN2, HALLO BOOKS.

KIMLI<3

2006-08-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i flunk my science. chinese.
i dont have the mood to study now la..
as in everyday i come home,
im so tired that i dont feel like doing anything anymore..
now w/o comp, i feel even more restless !
i think i did btr in studies when i have competition..
therefore, i've given myself up to this week to slack.
next week onwards,
im gonna pia until streaming ends.
which means less going out
im gonna sacrifice for my studies.
for yr infos, i haven passed my science since the starting of this yr.
i got 33/100 for my science this common test. its the worst!
i missed too much science lessons alr! gg to competitions.
so i will personally go find my science teachers and ask them to teach me.
i feel so sad la.
everybody is getting more than 11/15 for physics yet i got 3 1/2 for physics.
i dont even understand a single shit about electricity.

and for chinese, i studied wrong chapters. and thus, i lost like 16 marks alr.
diediedie..
i really want to go into double science la.
i dont want to take combine .. i want pure altho i know i cant tahan..
i dont know la. suddenly feeling so stress.

i received a demerit point alr frm mr ong for nt doing my hmk. now i got 6.
i got 4 more to go before having my first warning letter.
i feel so sian..
i just got one aiming la..
i hope i can really score in my english.
and imy target for streaming is getting top 150 students in the whole level, out of 290 students.

KIMLI<3

2006-08-23T03:15:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

when everybody is improving,
we were deproving..
we were commented by lots of coaches that we are a very strong team..
yet our performances were badbadbad..
there was NV once 12 people turned up for training..
we were very problematic..
those were memories..

we can hear coach suddenly saying
' STOP! now do double suicides.' or ' run 7 rounds the school ! ' or
'300 right hand lay! if i am unsatisfied, i'll make yr redo!' or ' 131 !!'
those were memories..

if i have a wish,
i wish i cld turn time back,
back to june hols :D

C GIRLS 2006 ROCKS :D
TOP 6 IN SPORE!! AMONG MORE THAN 40 SCHS!
WE ROCK!

KIMLI<3

2006-08-22T04:50:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

hmmmm..
science was funny la..
we were all sitting infront in science lab...
den mr ong showed us experiments la..
he then gave us this instructions for doing a experiment:
HEAT 3times, yrself..
den the clown, jonathan, talked back:
hurh? HIT myself 3times? [ he then slaps himself three times]
desmond glenn and i LAUGHED like crazy!

ahseng they all canning today
three strokes for ahseng, first time in history
others all 1 stroke..
its lucky that they werent expelled..

went to match..
we lost.
50-45
RGS.
good match today..
we improved.
used to lose to them 30+ points..
i dont know why are the refs so bias to RGS..
each match, the teams were given 10 mins for warm up.
by tt 10 mins, we just have to go.
but guess what?
we were given extra 10 mins for warmup
BECAUSE rgs people haven warm up finish.
its so unfair la! bnss and ahs used the court later than us yet start the match earlier than us.
den needless to say la..
cassan got foul out for nothing.
their player technical foul me, yet i got the warning.
but nevermind la.. i made her foul out :D
i qie in tt time she foul me. den foul out haha..
they are what kind of players we all know..
dirty little team.
make yuhui until so jialat.
hmm its over.
end of season..
feel so sad..
cried, nt because we lost,
yet is because knew we would won them..
we won them at first, ending lost..
1st quater points - we gt 6, they 13..
2nd quater points- we got 17, they 8
3rd quater points- we got 4 points,they11
4th quater points- we got 8 they got 8.
i dont know.
what i want to do now.
is play hard, get into B div, win RGS.

now my right toe also turned blue/..
feel hard twice today..
once is i purposely go push her when she do fastbreak..
den i fall and slide..
worth it la. she nv score her free throw.
another time is because jiaqi 3 fouls liao. den number15 want to shoot underbasket..
if jiaqi get another foul, we cfm lose..
so i went to foul her instead.
den she fall on me -.-

we all played hard today.. this was a long journey for us.. we all are winners!
jiayou zhss bballers! we rock! we made a new history! now any sch hearing zhss will fear us!

out.over.sayonara.bye..

KIMLI<3

2006-08-21T04:35:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

my friendster got problem man.
a little bit then the page will close down!
kukunehneh! :D

anyway..
liwei got beaten up.
of all people,
by his friends, classmates.
so sad..
liwei so nice la..
his classmates all also very nice..
why did things became like that?
liwei is admitted into the hospital now..
they say very jialat,
bleeding, his face..
sweesiong ahseng they all also got locked up by the police :(
tragedy..

hmmmm..
then,
today art i very serious abt my work haha..
i like my artwork la!
hehehehs..
went to competition..
today we played all damn fking off form.
we almost drove coach mad!
so sad..
but we still won la..
by 1 point..
nevermind..
tmr we MUST win RGS! or else we out of top4 liao..
this is result for today
1st match
anglican vs cchms
won lost
dunman vs bedok north
lost won
2nd match
zhonghua vs whitley
won lost
nanyang vs RGS
lost won
3rd match [ boys match ]
jurong vs anglican
won lost
unity vs catholic
lost won

anyway, someone tagged in jovina's blog
tt she hates the sec2 bballers,
especially jennifer and kimli
as both of us are bitchy
and i am a twit
she says i use lingos like moixxx
hahaha
humored me the whole day!
oh yeah, she said she is goin to hound me soon and kick me until i beg for mercy :D
hahahahha!
i shall wait for that day to come!
actually, why use the name 'anon' to spam? why cannot use yr own name leh? these people all are so cowards.
i pity jovina. her tagboard is full of spammers la.. haha

so moix friends,i lurbe tu type in thish kind of fonts sias..
iTs SooOo niCe LarHxx
lurbe yOuur ,moix friends..
muackkkies..
takkaires ahhs..

LOL !

KIMLI<3

2006-08-19T08:15:00.001-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

boy im so tired =/
worked until very tired today ah..
so sad tt i didnt get my pay today
cause i only work once, so cannot take pay yet..
so worked at parkway parade..
pei shiang eat pasta mania first
den i worked until 6.40
kinda proud of myself :D
cause i did 35 leads today, which = to $105 !!
haha.. was the fastest to finish,
so i helped tricia do 7 leads..
so today, i shd have earned $126 hehehehe..

KIMLI<3

2006-08-19T08:15:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

KIMLI<3

2006-08-18T08:21:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

lost to nanyang girls..
nevermind..
maybe this will make us stronger,
the stronger desire to win RGS.
we must get into top4 !
so weiyi and yushi!
yr MUST win RGS!

hmmm.. this is the result for today
1st match
anglican vs newtown
WON LOST
[the match is sure exciting, so happy tt coach's sch won :D]
dunman vs jurong
LOST WON
[hmmm.. dunman out le :( nevermind la .. yr had a good game !!]
2nd match
zhonghua vs nanyang
LOST WON
[nice game everybody]
Raffles Girls vs Whitley
WON LOST
[RGS! GO AND DIE LA!]
3rd match
Raffles vs Cat high
LOST WON
[RI out le, but nvm.. brendon you played well ! jiayou ah!]
Unity vs Yuying
WON LOST
[ no comments ]

anyway, today cat high's coach technical foul
cause the ref bias i guess? then he like want to hit the referee like that..
got 5 people stop him ah..
den technical foul, RI get two free throw
but air ball =/

went to eat KFC again hahahs..
den they took 147 while i took 156
saw bobby at court den we went to coffee shop tgt
he went to meet his friend, minkai
den went to eat pizza hut
played arcade
came back at 11.20

GG TO HAVE A FUN DAY WITH SHIANG DARLING TMR :DDDD

KIMLI<3

2006-08-17T05:56:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i cooled down..
ok.. think abt it. im quite childish last night..
nevermind..
as in.. they are my family
they wont harm me right?
but still, i dont like them controlling me.
they say i shd save money, thus, i can go out 1 time 1 month.
WTH?
nonono.. no matter what, i wont obey tt rule!!
ive been coping with studies well enough.
im good!
they know im outdoor type.
i will get sick at home! so tadaddadadadada..
anw, i bought durians for them! haha
no la.. cause happened to pass by, and its so cheap .. 50 cents per packet..
so just buybuy eat lor..
i also dont have the money to buy expensive one!

ok.. what happened today?
hmmmmmms..
nthing bah..
went to clementi sports hall after sch today with huiting cassan and yushi to watch ahs vs dunman.. GIRLS match.
oh yeah, yushi is my newly made friend frm nanyang girls. shes very friendly.
sad thing is that, im gonna see her and play with her tmr :(
dunman lost to AHS .. i dont know the score haaha..
when we alighted frm the cab,
we saw coach :D
he told me that his anglican BOYS won dunman BOYS 55-25 or something like that..
so i guess dunman coach must be very pekchea hahah.. both teams lost to anglican haha
den chungcheng main won bedok north today 41-39 !! YAY !!!
its like so tyco la cchms, but who cares! i dont like bnss.. they suck to the core ! im happy that cchms won :D
anyway this was what happened :
cchms was winning bnss 39-37.. left 20 secs.
in the 15th sec, bnss scored. so tied.
so me yushi cassan huiting sat down, as we thought the match will overtime haha..
den cchms chiong for fastbreak for the last 10 secs, attempting to score one last ball, cause i think they know they wont win if they play overtime bah..
den as their player shoots, bnss number11 fouled her. but no free throw..
left 2 secs only..
den start ball tt time, bnss left out the most impt player!
they left out their centre OPEN under the basket!
so they pass the ball to her.
left 1 sec
she shoots
BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP
the match ends.
she scores.
cchms won! HAHAHAAH
den RI played against unity.. sadly, they lost..
cat high [the cheatcheat sch] vs yuying
cat high won.

vanessa joined us den we hanged and hanged till 7.30 and we went home (:
studied for chinese test tmr liao!
aiming for A !! HAHAHA :D
anyway, my hp is on its way back!! YAY !

actually, im scared and nervous abt tmr's match.
its the first time i hope coach wont ask me to play..
i dont know why but..
huiting, jiayou tmr!

KIMLI<3

2006-08-16T07:35:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i feel so alone.
so what if i can laugh till i crazy off?
i really did feel great.
but in the end its my family who brought me to sadness.

i just argued and quarreled with my parents..
i told my brother.
'i dont want to tell you anything cause i dont feel close to you'
i know they care for me.
but its not the care I WANT.
jiejie..
why did you go to canada..
i feel so alone..
can i go canada and be with you?

:(
when i faced my brother, mom and dad..
i asked myself ' who are these people? i know they are my mom dad bro.. so what? how much do they know about me? how much do i know abt them? '
why do i have a generation gap.. great age gap like them?
if my mom would have gave birth to me earlier.. nothing would be like this anymore...
im nt blaming her or what..
i just feel so miserable..

KIMLI<3

2006-08-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

long blogpost today. please take the patience to read it :D

PHILIPS CUP
this is so disappointing..
i've been supporting argentina but they lost :(
GINOBLI !!
WHY YOU SO SLACKER!!!!!
hmmm.. for the 3rd and 4th placing, i supported slovenia
but BENO UDRIH didnt play :(
but nevertheless, they won..
ok.. this is the result
1st- spain
2nd- argentina
3rd- slovenia
4th- serbia and montenegro

* met alot people at philip cup. hahahs.. got chengyong , dunman people, yishun town people, yushi.. jwss people, chongyou and vanessa hahahs..

SATURDAY 12 AUG
went to accord distri centre [beside IMM] to repair my siemens handphone..
i was kinda depress then.
cause the lady told me that every file inside my handphone will be gone.
so this made it very clear to me that EVERYTHING IS OVER.
they told me 6 weeks to repair my phone but guess what? today, 15 aug, they called me and said my handphone is repaired and can be collected. -.- but at the same time : DDDDDDD
hmm reached home at 12am ++
kinda miss home cause frm thursday to sunday, i reached home veryvery late.. all after 11pm +

SUNDAY 13AUG
went to pay respect to my grandpa at cemetry..
saw adeline long!
at first i didnt know..
her mom came to me.. smilesmilesmile den say : ADELINE DOWN THR
went home..
actually planned something alr..
but then it was changed in the end.
so i went to watch philip cup..
went off at 6+
took 70 home.. den cabbed down to hougang mall
bought my fav HAN'S CHOCOLATE TRUFFLE CAKE :DDDDDDD
den cabbed back home.. pass the cake to shiang..
went to meeet the birthday boy!! suprise suprise!
the main thing is to make him disappointed that only one out of nine turned up for his birthday..
den i have ta bring bobby to his blk where everybody is den.. HAHAHAHA

bobby and i. BAD HAIR DAY. seriously hahha

western stall auntie treated bobby and i tongzi ji [little boy chicken]
its very nice :DDDDD
bobby was very nice hahaha.. he gave me alot of fries and help me get those chicken parts with meat cause i didnt wanted to dirty my hand

shes the nicest auntie i met in coffee shops.
she rocks :D

the guys.

thats the birthday boy and the cake :D

alex smashed a piece of small cake i bought purposely onto bob face..

cheeeeky him!

the birthday present :D

the guys.AGAIN

the girls.

eshter and bobby!

he looks gayish!

youjing and bobby

shiangling and bobby

auntie sponsorship :DDDD

bobby and dom (: dom is ex zhssrian !! haha

junhao and bobby! RAHHH!

hmm... the pics took in longjohn was in last yr ..
compare and see the changes? alex is still acting gay!!

:DDDDDD

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY BOBBBY !!! 19 YRS OLD LIAO!

MONDAY 14 AUG

day was boredboredbored.
had training..
sprained my fouth finger.third time :(
full of injuries..
anway.. top8 draw is like SOOO WEIRD.
grp x = BEDOKNORTH, ANGLICAN, DUNMAN, CCHMS
realise something? they are ALL frm east zone..
which means that this top8 3 matches to them will be like playing zonal matchs la hahahhas..
grp y= ZHONGHUA, RGS, WHITLEY, NANYANG
lol.. 3 schs are frm southzone except for nanyang which is west zone..
so we also aga aga playing zonal match also..
hmmm.. playing against nanyang on friday, whitley on mon and rgs on tuesday.
for those who are curious, this are the boys grp.
grp x = RI, YUYING, CAT HIGH, UNITY
this is same as us, hahaha.. 3 south zone, 1 west zone.. also like playing zonal match.
grp y= ANGLICAN, DUNMAN, NEWTOWN, JURONG.
hmmm.. i supporting RI DUNMAN AND ANGLICAN... jiayou!
anyway, for mini debate in class, i got best speaker award :D

blood clot :(

swollen like shit.

purple

see.. the finger cant even be straight.

TUESDAY 15 AUG
had science test.hope to pass.
wentto mengmeng hse to do lit project. funfun :D wait till we film the video, den i'll post it up here.

KIMLI<3

2006-08-13T08:15:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i feel like crying.
i shut my door.
no one can go in liao.

KIMLI<3

2006-08-09T05:32:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

7 AUGUST- MONDAY!
i had a very tiring day.
i cldnt stay awake during lessons that my teachers gave up waking me up..
i dont why too leh, i slept at 10+ the day before..
anyway,
lessons were very boring too.
so i asked mengfei to gimme two earsticks to put inside my earhole la..
cause i haven been putting anything on my earhole for 1 week plus le, i scared my earhole close.
den it did really close la.. abit..
den i force it in, den bleed -.-
tt must prob been the most interesting thing i find it during lessons tt day.
hahha.. my digital music prog is madness la!
my instructor john, played those funnyfunny songs until huiting mengfei clara and i went mad behind..
as we were noise pollutants, they separated us :D
this was what happened :
we went to youtube to find funny clips,
we watched japanese speaking english..
haha.. that guy is retarded la!
huiting laughed so hard that she and mengfei had to seat on the table for punishment haha..
hmmm.. went for sports leader training after tt bah..
i didnt have any duty, wanted to run in the cross country tmr but miss talib and miss thor dont allow me to run cause sports leader nt supposed to run la!
went for training after tt..
coach is crazy luh!
this was what happened:
most of the sec2 bballers are sports leader,
so we all went for training late.
jen and clara were the two only sec2s tt werent sports leader.
coach made them ran 10 rnds around 1 court only..
so the other 7 of us were so happy la! running 10 rnds a court is bonus.
den after we did our warmup everything, coach said ' [directly translated frm chinese] come, runrun a while, 10 rnds...' then all of us chanted '10 rnds 1 court! 10 rnds 1 court' softly.. den coach said' run 10 rnds around the sch'
BOING! -.-
so we ran and ran and ran..want to die llike tt...
after training, coach told us he want at least 10 medals for cross country.
for each medal we did nt get, we have to run 5 rnds arnd the sch -.-
i want to run la !! but they dont let me run !! kukunehnehs
anyway, i went home and found out tt my toe turn blue =/

chocolates we bought :D nice right haha.. check out tt chocolate wrapped in gold -my favourite

our usual table during recess haha

shes freaking tall! above 170 la!

when thing gets to bored.

tts my son sleeping in action!

taken un-noticed

my mengmeng :D

my blue and black toe :(

TUESDAY, 8th AUGUST

cross country!
jovina is IRRITATING!
we agreed to meet at 6.20 at court to go to sch tgt!
she called me at 5.36 !!
tt kukunehneh!
den she called me again at 5.50 !
i was pissed cause i was still sleeping.. haha
den she called me again at 6.05 !
i cldnt stand it and scolded her this time hahah
i wasnt late lor.
i reached court at 6.20
she was later than me la.. waited for her for 10 mins.
saw kengrong..
den we all took bus tgt
met jiaqi and cassan at 7-11.
waited for yuhui mama come fetch us ..
haha.. i purposely went to buy hot dogs den walked infront of miss thor..
den i said 'miss thor, i very free leh.. i got no duty.. free until can eat hotdogs lor'
haha.. she got what i meant and said' ok la.. you win la, go take numbertag la'
yuhui and i so happy la.. we jump arnd den we went to run..
girls run 3.2 km, boys 4.8 km..
got 2nd :D
coach bluffed me.
cause at the ending of the expressway,
he stood down thr and shout ' kim hurry! you 2nd sec2 girl leh!! going to finish le.. CHIONG! '
den he high5 with me.. i sprinted down the slope, only to find one more big hill for me to run.
i was like... WTH? so pekchea tt i walked.
adeline chased up with me and asked me nt to giveup..
den i jogged up the hill..
miss rozianna was standing down thr -.-
she said ' YONGKIMLI, you dont run, i give you extra maths hmk!'
wahh.. den i sprint again..
den i heard people screaming here and thr, realised i am near the finishing line, den i ran like siao. hahah:D
my timing was 20.29 nt bad (:
clara pak was the first la.. her timing was 19.47
we basketball girls got 19 medals (:
sec3 got no bball girls get medal cause all the sec3 bballers all sports leader, cannot run..
so sad .. if all of us got run, we cfm will get more medals
sec2 got 8 basketball girls get medal out of 10 :D
my toe very pain ah, after i finished my race..
it got even worst.

yuhui's team and individual medal, jen's medal and mine.

mine :D

went to watch the fireworks at night. went thr at 6+ and we went to explore for food.
sat down at 7 and waited until the fireworks came out :D
went to shop arnd and eat
took a bus back at 11+ and reached home at 12.15 am.
exhausted.. watched westside story on youtube till 3 am den i went to sleep le :D

nice (:

part of the fireworks

joey and i

took a video of the fireworks. haha.. uploaded it.. watch it people! the firewroks very nice!

met alex. haha
this morning watched the mtv of nemo sang by nightwish..
tt mtv is damn creepy la..
ok.. nt scary la.. but it gave me a creepy feeling..
watch liao i dont feel well hahha..
den went to yuhui hse watch video :D

KIMLI<3

2006-08-04T08:01:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

ok photos i promised!
haha

27th july- buying of caixin's birthday present

lester hoonsiang caixin and kimli

caixin

hoonsiang ! haojiemei(:

hoon siang is so gu niang!

RAHH/

28 july- to PS to celebrate caixin's birthday

kengrong and i. this guy is so naughty. keep sneaking in into zhss.

people are supposingly to look older on their birthday. this one is an exception.

lester kim caixin

twist!

haha.. we replaced the cake to the birthday icecreams (:

retard!

26 JULY- FINALS :D

before match started with mr choo on the extreme left and coach on the extreme left.

when we received our trophy

with B girls (:

coach looks so inno here. with graduated seniors.

the banner B girls made for us (:

the power forward, center and pointguard (:

with an addition of nanapak-clara (:

29 JULY- 'OUTING' WITH JIAQI ADE CASSAN HUITING

random.

my trophy. i loook stupud.

the two pg !

ade and i

weeeee!

let me tell you. yuhi hse is like HUGE!
its like SOOO BIG.
even bigger than 4 flats joined tgt.

part of the hse - at one of the sofas haha

probably the place i love most! hha

seee im in her hse. and tts the pond!

imagine this in a hse haha.. HEAVEN AH..

the kitchen!

ade and i at the backyard.

at the forest! haha

see my two centers playing ps2 in the entertainment room

toilet!

living room.

tts the sofa

me and the owner's daughter of the hse ! haha

her hse is real big.
one entertainment room.
one BIG yard like forest..
one gym
ALOT LA.

ok.. we won jurong west onwednesday (:
and we won dunman sec today(:
most likely in top8 alr.
ZHONGHUA JIAYOU.
we are gonna win win win!
TOP4 !

KIMLI<3

2006-08-01T07:57:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

ok time check.
its 10.54 pm now.
i finally get the photos i want to blog about.
but it prob take 30 mins to blog..
im freaking tired now..
so i'll blog tmr!!

so i roughly blog abt today..

imma disappointed tt i only score 19/30 for history.
overconfidence.
i shall study even harder next test.
hahaha..
mr tang wanted to confiscate my desk cause i was sleeping..
its kinda stupid cause we were waiting so long for people to finish their work.
since i finished mine, why cant i sleep a little?
and today mr tang said tt my class is the most ill-disciplined class in the sec2s.
it seems that he said that to every class! tt kukunehneh..
music was horrible.
mrs wong thought my son and i were couples -.-
and she switched my place to the front in order to separate us.
hahaha..

went to queensway with clara,her sis and her mom to buy my shoe..
i bought the blue version of the t-mac.
i think it is t-mac bah.
haha.. at first i went to this stall and it sold me 99 dollars..
den i went to numeral shops until i found one shop tt sold 58 dollars! haha..
clara bought this $180+ lerbon james shoe.
tt lucky girl! hahah
ok. i know i shdnt compare.
i suggested of going to ikea's cafe to eat.
i love tt place! it rocks!
her treated me.. so nice..but i didnt want to..
we went to ikea to shopshop before we went home..
by 8.30, im home sweet home :D

i got debate tmr! tho its a small one.. im still excited about it.
im the proposition side. 3rd speaker, and reply speaker (:
i wanted opposition as the topic was ' there is nothing wrong with greed '
but miss lin gave me the proposition side.
nevertheless,
your reading a future lawyer's blog! haha
i can do it! :D

KIMLI<3

2006-07-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

its been a long time since i posted a sad post,
so i shall post one today..

its shd be a happy post instead..
shd be happily saying happy birthdays to people..
posting pictures how i enjoyed myself these few days..

but just now, i think of these few months..
i think my life isnt really very good now..
basketball like shit.
love sucks.
i am broke.
my SA1 grades is poopoo.
stress.pressure..

there is only one thing tt is ok now
-my studies.
consolation? my chinese and maths Common test scored well.
30/40 for chinese and 22/25 for maths..

just now i asked my dad whether he cld get me a new shoes cause my national games are coming..
and my brother started making this whole thing.
he started saying i dont treasure everything cause i didnt pay for it.
and he diedie have to speak up about the incident where by i caused his phone to be stolen..
my siemens phone spoil, he said i DONT feel the pain, cause i didnt pay for the phone..
now he say i didnt treasure my basketball shoe, cause its not my money thats why the sole so fast rub finish..
i couldnt even trust myself to talk, neither look up and see my brother.
i just kept looking down..
and finally, he said he will lend me 100 dollars
and i have to pay him back by the end of the yr..

i felt so tired all of a sudden..
nobody in my family understands me..
the only who understands is like a world apart away frm me..
i bet no one knows what is happening in my life.
and i know its my fault.
i lack of communications with my family.
but i know too well,
once i talk, alot of arguements will start coming up..
so this is what happen usually
i go home, i will say hallo mom..
shower and use the comp..
dinner time i dont eat with my family
i eat alone at comp table..
den i continue to use comp..
my mom will sometimes come and nag me if not thats the end of the day i talk to her.
my elder brother.
4-5 times per week i dont even see him at all.
when we talk, we argue and quarrel.
my 2nd brother, i see him everyday.
but we dont even talk. when we talk, its something unpleasant.
my dad.
i only say hallo to him when he comes home.
sometimes a little more conversation..
other than tt. no more.
wait wait, do you or i see any 'hows your day girl?' or ' how have you been lately?'
i've NEVER in my 14 yrs of life, heard my dad,mom, brothers said tt to me before.
i still remenber when i gave my father see my trophy, proudly show it to him,
he just looked at it,
said ' this is yr basketball zonal trophy ah?'
i said 'yeah.. we got 2nd :D'
he just orh me.. den went into his room..
yes. mom never said anything at all.

my brother doesnt know anything.. how i feel..
when my hp spoilt..
he thinks im feeling nothing..
but he didnt know i made a oversea call to my jiejie and crying to her my spoilt handphone..
he didnt know how much scrs and bruises this shoe brought me to.
he think i want my shoe to be spoilt now? he think i can ask my shoe dont so easy spoil?
there is still alot i feel like ranting..
but i guess i dont want to..
i know they aint supportive abt me playing basketball..
perharps they dont know my love for it.
and but, im still grateful they bought me two pairs alr..

whenever i dont want to be reminded of him..
people will start asking me or telling me abt him..

~~cause heres my promise made tonight..~~
you can count on me for life..
cause thats when i love you..
when nothing you do
can change my mind..
these words are over alr..
im over you alr.
you can feel it. so do i.
but what it is that is bothering me?

i need money. i really need.
but money wont drop frm the sky.
asking from my mom is seeking for death.
i want to work. but no work for me..
plus i got ttraining..
so many problems suddenly BOOM drop onto me.

i wish my mom can ask the sch to counsel me..
serious. i want a counsellor..i think i need counselling..
but i dont know how to ask my mom for it..
i really want someone whom i can see face to face and talk to her..
i cant tell anyone whats bothering me..
and keeping everything to me sucks, the feeling..
jiejie can you help me ask mama?

KIMLI<3

2006-07-27T05:56:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

today is indeed fun :D
went out to buy caixin's present with lester
den we went to prata stall
hoonsiang came!
its beeen like THIS long .. maybe 5 months or so since i met tt guy :D
his hair long liao lor!! haha.. no more botak head!
we took alot of photos.
i shall upload all tmr hahahha

i bought those kind of high class chocolates for caixin hah..
he shared with us the chocolates
so i tried the alchohol chocolate.
one word - delicious :D
hanged arnd till 7+ to 8
den we all went home..

as i thought i hate no more,
i read something today.
all the hatred came back.

KIMLI<3

2006-07-26T07:26:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

lost.
i played like shit.
its no use blaming anything.anyone.
cause imma gonna admit now,
im lousy.
im gonna put in all in nationals.
gonna train damn fking hard.
target: top 8 and then, top 4

i dont know why,
talking to you abt my match today made me feel worse.
so many people said to me "nvm, still got nationals, jiayou :D"
but when you said that to me, i just felt like crying..

KIMLI<3

2006-07-25T05:48:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

life is boring now.
seriously !!!
i've been so lazy !
whether it is in basketball, studies
i've been so slow !
whether it is in basketball, studies.
so now,
i want to buck up.
i deprove in my basketball again.
im so slack, i just feel like slapping myself to wake up.
now, i just want to improve it. more than ever..
nationals. shall see my result there.
but will i be given a chance to prove myself?
but first thing,
i will sleep early now, not after 11, i promise :D

tomorrow is RGS match liao!
girls lets jiayou !! :D
we can do it !!
we got nothing to lose!
they got !
and we'll show them that they are not the best !
we will change history tomorrow :D

anw, i decided to work, cause im seriously in need of cash $$
so many birthdays coming,
im getting so excited :D
gg to get presents on thursday hohohohoho...

i tio suspension today !! HAHAHA
jovina also got la.
mr tana has STM i swear.
i went to appeal to get out of detention on friday
he was the one that signed for me.
yet he forgotten and said i skipped detention.
oh yeah btw, my sch suspension is different and utterly stupid.
people suspension is go home.
my sch one leh? we stay in sch, we sit outside office, copy a passgae they gave us for 8 times.
we sit frm 8 to 5.30 hahahas
but then in the end i argued with mr tana
so he excused me back to class lor..
i got caught for my hair colour again.
miss rozianna said i dye my hair because some parts are red and some parts are black.
i feel so irritated.
she really doesnt have brains la.
who will be so rich keep dying his or her hair so many times?
firstly i am hair consious what, she knows that too.
will i risk my hair by dying it so many times and damage my hair?
and even if i dye my hair, WHO in this world, will dye their hair someparts red some parts black? if its in streaks, nevermind la. but then mine is in parts leh!! and its so ugly and waste of money!
i dont care. im not going to dye my hair black for her again. i dyed it already. my hair not obedient the colour turns red its not my problem !

subject combinations for next year:
i dont know if i shd get combine science or double science. i want to drop my science in JC leh..
but one thing for sure,
i want to take elective history, SS [compulsory] and elective literature.

KIMLI<3

2006-07-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

man.
im so freaking pissed off today.
nv want to talk tt idiot.
he made shiang fall down.
nt even a apology.
he stepped on my foot,
and also nv apologize.
one word.
KUKUNEHNEH LA!

another guy, supposingly i think hes frm thailand.
this guy.

he + tt guy today, made my leg become..

i played match with him the day before.
i was guarding him cause he was doing nothing la.
den suddenly he qie and push me on the floor !
he nv apologize. and he gave me tt i-did-nothing-wrong look.
and then, i started to have tt blister thr.
today tt idiot guy step on my leg.
den the blister break.
bleed just now..
become like this.
pain ah..
my right leg got another 4 blister..
sian .. wed competition..
its my fault too.
shd have wore a shoe.
i hate them both !!
they are UNGENTLEMENS !!
THEY SHD GO HELL !
i present you, :D my creation..

he suck la! they suck la!

they so ungentlemen.

wonder if they got kuku lor!

they no sportsmenship

den still want to be a sportsmen.

idiot la! ask them go home pack bag leave la.

said by shiang, i wonder if they got lanjiao lah! dunno their lanjiao made of what !

sorry la jiejie.. dont scold me when you read this.

BUT THEY TRULY SUCK !!!

!@#$%^^&*()/\

dunno what their mama teach them of !

IDIOTS WHO INVADE SN2 !

okay, enough of scolding..

shiang made a presentation of me her jing and esther.

and i love this picture of all :D

and this is jing and i long time ago..

block 147 kopitiam one of the vendor's company name :D

KIMLI<3

2006-07-22T09:03:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA :D
love ya girl

KIMLI<3

2006-07-21T07:20:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

maybe i shdnt be so nice you know?
this is what happened :
i went to take bus at 7, as usual..
got a call from jovina asking me to wait for her.
so i waited and waited.
i checked the time.
7.10am
i called jo's hse and tell her i want to go first.
she say she coming down le. ask me to wait. say she will pay for my taxi fare.
so i continued to wait until 7.20
she haven come down yet.
so i catched a taxi to sch. i actually wanted to spend my 10 bucks enjoying my day. now i had to spend 6.50 on the cab fare.
and i reached sch at 7.32
i was late. HAH.
i was the only person late today, so i had to stand alone at the front of the hall.
so diu lian.. everybody looking
stand until NE leaders finish talking shit and reflections.
den mr liu be kind to me, ask me go stand at the back.
so i got punished. because of this incident, i am given a detention and a demerit.
i went to appeal and mr tana bailed me out frm detention.
but i reached 5 demerits already.
which means i will be given a notification letter.
and then i have to repeat so many times to my friends why i was standing infront.

guess what? jovina alr was on the bus, she took the bus the bustop before mine.
but she tried to attract my attention, but i didnt see her..
so i forgive her loe.. but i claimed my cab fare since she offered earlier on tt if we were going to be late, shes gonna pay for my cab fare. now we are even.anyway, she was even later than me.
and she told me she waited for me in sch downstairs, so ya.. cant blame her/

but bottomline is : it doesnt pay to be kind. see what mess i get for myself ? i get notification letter and embarassment.

anyway, we won SCGS today ! :DDDD
score was 53-42
WE ARE IN FINALS :D

KIMLI<3

2006-07-20T07:54:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

WHAT IS YR FREAKING MOTIVE?
YR CRUELTY,
ONLY MADE ME SEE WHAT THIS WORLD IS.
WHY HAVE YOU GOT TO KEEP TORTURING ME.

HAH.
everything is so contridicting.

guess what i put for history answer when they ask me.
question: what is the general's name of japan and germany
my answer: they are general yamashita and general ADOLF HITLER.
HAH!

BOBBY YOU SUCK TOOOO !! :DDDDDD

PEOPLE SEND ME SONG!!!

KIMLI<3

2006-07-19T05:09:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

know what, mrs chew is so cool and nice :D
not only she nv catch me for my hair colour,
she even ASKED me the dye brand i used! hahahs..
she say the colour very nice
but then i nv dye my hair red what!
so cannot tell her lor..

had training today .. hahah
then bobby sms me tt he worked for uncle at the western shop for 1 day
so esther and i went to disturb him.
hahaha..
had fun la..

you are so god damn blind.
who cares anyway.
i wait for the day you regret,
then i'll stand infront of you, laugh like HO HO HO.

KIMLI<3

2006-07-18T07:59:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i dont know why i am so nice to you.
maybe im plain stupid.
good.
a lesson learnt.
i will nv trust easily again.

KIMLI<3

2006-07-17T05:29:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

school is boring..
ah seng is really very act paikia la!!
you think you got AST i scared you ah
come la.
i call police. we see who win.
kukunehneh..

went to J8 with stanley mengfei and wanchun.

met clare and her darling.
my 4th time seeing royston and i still think he does nt look like the royston in the photo!
we went to eat den went to do our project..
came back to court and play..
den pei youjing and alex eat dinner.

you know what is best thing that happened to me today?
xiao shang is back working at macdonald :D
so happppy !!! :DDDDDD
mengfei is like gonna be like 'ohmygod!!!'
still rmb the first time i met him when i went for job application.
and his cute little smile was (: .. LOL
telling me i cannot work at mac

KIMLI<3

2006-07-16T06:06:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

stay happy,
for me.

KIMLI<3

2006-07-15T08:12:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i think i am the worst friend anyone can have.
why?
cause i missed one of my closest friend's birthday party.
she asked me to go for dunno 100 times already.
yet today, i didnt go, nor did i even inform her tt i wont go.
i just simply didnt tell her anything.
last yr i cldnt make it. this yr, i didnt make it.
why?
cause i have a sudden feeling to be with lesser people as possible,
yet i dont want to be alone.

so i spent my day, watching pirates episode1 in the afternoon,
went out with bobby and esther,
then went with esther to watch pirates episode2 the 2nd time.
just so in love with pirates of the caribbean!

someone said;
' kimli, come back to yrself, be yrself'
and whats the kimli i am?

im so tired, off to bed.
lately i love to sleep cause my dreams are all so funny and nice.
ytd i dreamt of people whom i've nv seen before and im having fun with them.
as usual, i woke up in the middle of the night, my 2nd dream was i was forced to study in canada.

just now, when i crossed the road, a taxi stopped and horned me. he shouted ' girl yr so strong!'
-.-'' kukunehneh. :D

to the girl whom i love;
happy birthday mengfei
with my deepest sorry to you, and the guilt to you.

KIMLI<3

2006-07-14T05:32:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

nthing really big happened today.
except tt my history teacher is horrible la!
in tt 20 mins LECTURE [20 mins lecture hohoho] she said 181 oks !
imagine tt 6 mins of continuously speaking of ok ok ok..
horrible..

clara peied me watch pirates of the carribean.
ITS SO NICE!
I SWEAR! I RATE It 6 STARS!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS REALY DAMN ******** NICE!!!!!!
im going to watch it again! i AM!

anw, i think i deprove again.
getting lazy all over again.
lazy to intercept ball la..
all these all that..
im gonna work hard.

im so disappointed with someone.
so i decided, i will nt care abt that person anymore.
see that person at the streets, i will pretend i dont know him.
until he apologize.
and i dont care. so many people left me this 2 months.
life is about meeting and parting what.
kukunehneh.
i only have hatred in my eyes now. no more love.

you know something damn contridicting?
i hate my friends, yet at the same time, i love and need them :D
sometimes i wish i am hated by the whole world yet at the same time hoping cares from my friends.
irony :D
go figure hehehehe..

KIMLI<3

2006-07-13T07:22:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

2nd post of the day!
ELVIN NG IS SO SHUAI!!!
im in love with him!!!!!!!!!!

i really really cant stop thinking of him!!!

AHHHHHHHH!!!!! SO CHARMING!!!!!!

cant keep him outta my mind!

DROOOOOOOOOOOOOLS

ULTIMATELY HANDSOME!!!!!!

why yixin like julian instead of himm!!!
but if im nt wrong, they will be tgt in the end.

KIMLI<3

2006-07-13T05:52:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

won cedar!
hehehe
64-38!
WE ARE TOP 4!!
GOT TROPHY LIAO !!!!!
GOOOOD JOB EVERYBODY! WE PLAYED WELL !!

we acted sad :(
and we really acted damn well hahas
alot of people thought we lost

went to eat chicken chop with team, WHOLE team today :D
den jo and i went to court and play
i and bobby played 3 pointer game
i got pumped by him abt 80+ -90
den he tio pump by me 80+ -90 too
den eugene vs him
and i got pump 70 by him :(
my hand damn sour now
thats all.
PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN!
YOOOHOOOO A PIRATES LIFE FOR ME.

elvin ng is so damn shuai! -drooooools-
shiangs gonna faint :D

well one month passed so fast.
14 is tmr.
anyway i still feel.
kinda feeling weird.sad
but nevermind. i really want to move on.
i know what i want.
i really really really want to play basketball and train to my limit now.
i want to play good.
i really want to.
i want to study.
i want to be lawyer.
no love for me. im nt gonna love anyone now.
just love myself and basketball.
im nt going to stay moody,sad
i will laugh and smile like THIS much.

KIMLI<3

2006-07-12T05:13:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

yesterday we played against CHIJD toapayoh and we won 91-4
den jovina jennifer and i went to heartland mall to eat lunch..
jovina and i took alot of photos..
she bought lumix FX8
aiyoo.. but then mine[FX7] is better..
cause she la..
go and set her picture resolution low -.-
make the picture quality so lousy..
okkay
den went back court played bball till 8.30
went home watch tv den went to sleep..
so sad man, everyday i chop stamp will wake up in the middle of the night :(

today leh.. HOHOHOHOHOHOO
ZHSS GOT NEW DEMERIT AND MERIT POINT SYSTEM!
i have kindly asked miss lin to photocopy a copy for me :D
and here are the above ultimately stupid rules tt the kukunehneh sch made.
i will only show the ones tts erm outside (: like attire all these hohohoho

lol.. i got nothing to comment abt this. HEHEHEHE

#1. no DISTRACTING hair accessories.
which is not too much hair pin. 1 demerit point.
#2. no fringe covering eyebrow. my fringe TOUCH eyebrow only hehehe
#3. this rule is so damn contridicting. no short ponytail yet at the same time ask us to tie our hair?

this is the funniest of all..

CEDAR TMR
WE WILL WIN!
WE MUST!

KIMLI<3

2006-07-10T05:14:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

we're having match against CHIJ toapayoh tomorrow.
:DDDDD
= i can skip lessons again HOHOHOHOO...
bad actually..
tmr got a talk on next yr's subject combination..
probably i have to miss it.

Erzi.
cheerup,
i dunnno how to comfort you.
but i'll always be thr for you..

KIMLI<3

2006-07-09T03:33:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

man im feeeling so ultimately bored now.
you know boredom makes me down :(
but thank goodness youjing gave me mark leung's blog ytd.
hahahas..
he certainly made me laugh ! hahah
anyway it seemed so cool to have a friend like him haha..
jing is such a lucky girl :DDDD

i spent my morning making my friendster profile..
erm.. hahas.. abit too much of my photos.
HAHAHA..
oh wells..
www.friendster.com/ahkim

went to shiang's hse to study..
had a fun time :D
finished my hmk and here i am hohohoho..

i once had a veryvery close and nice friend.
when im down, he is always there for me :D
so therefore, he became my jiejie. [dont worry. hes absoutely straight and not sissy]
but somehow, everything is changed now.
it suprises me to receive his messages nowadays.
he found a girlfriend now.
at 1st i thought it was okay because his girlfriend is very nice to me.
now, he can disappear frm court for months.
he changed alot and now disliked by many;
its so sad tt hes been such a wonderful person to me.
but now, i shall have to say,
i will not treat tanjunhao good again until i see the guy i know back again.

and can love really change a person soo much?
suddenly wish i can kill karinku to get back the junhao i know.
but karin is nice.. haha.. i know shiang is gg to disagree with me!

well im so glad tt people like bobby youjing shiangling alex never changed.
dominick is like.. -.-'''
dont even really bother to say hi
geee shayn. somethings are forever there and you cant see it. its no point for me telling you because u didnt see it. you cant believe it. so whats the point? do you really want me to list down everything why i hate pearlie? no. im nt like somebody down thr breaking off destroying off others relationships.

everything SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.
and therefore, i rank today, the suckiest day in the week :(

KIMLI<3

2006-07-08T06:34:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

okay.. i slept till 12.11 pm today..
den i shower do everything den i went to rent storybook.
i snatched a cab frm a indian lady hohohoho..
sorry. im in a rush.
met huiting cassan ade and jen in swensons..
i ate yogurt only..
den we slacked?
went to play bball and here am i.

looking so retarded here HAHAH.. post it cause im so proud of my hair :D

just as everything seemed settled down already.
jovina came to tell me tt pearlie added her in msn.
and then she showed me their convo..
she started putting his photo in her msn.
well..lots and lots of mean things came out of my mouth.
i know your reading my blog pearlie.
just want to tell you. yr getting on my nerve more and more.
and to shayn. i know you read my blog too.
im sorry. but i really really hate her.
im so sick of everything now.
i need a life.
well, if this thurs match against cedar we lost,
im ready to psycho my father to let me move to canada with my sister.
cause i really want to forget everything.

TAG PEOPLE TAG !
MY BOARD IS DYING!

KIMLI<3

2006-07-07T06:29:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

ok.. went to clara's hse to train today.
yepp. next week is our impt week.
we MUST win.

yes. we went to J8 with coach and eat lunch for a short while.
den we went to take photo den i pia to meet shiang and esther liao..
hahahs.
den we went to heeran to buy's shiangs belt..
den we took neox..
ate at long johns..
den we went to court play..
den we went to shiang's hse
den esther and i came back court to play again.
ate dinner with bobby esther kailiang.
den we slacked arnd.
den we went home.
and here i am now :D
so i rank today quite nice :D

photos time!

neox we took. i look super retarded in every photo
1st photo in the bu shuang ah. tt one is the worst one.
click this image and see.. REALLY!

KIMLI<3

2006-07-06T06:17:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

im so full.. really. i feel like puking now.
i shdnt have drank vanilla coke =/
anyway..

i, yong kimli, hereby,
not to torure myself by over excessive eating.
reason: i feel even more lazy than ever, and i feel so fat now.
i seriously needa have a diet now before i shall regret next time.
i ate like chicken rice for breakfast.. lunch just a bread.. dinner chicken chop with coke.
and when i go home, i needa bluff my mom i nv eat so thus i had to eat extra dinner..
grrr..
cutting down on my fooood =/

outing again with esther and shiang tmr hohohoho..

and everything changed completely. i hate to admit tt..

KIMLI<3

2006-07-06T01:40:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

funniest thing ever after that happened to me this week:
miss lin gave me a MERIT point for NOT doing my homework :D
hahahs..!
crazy right.. know she loves me alot hahahs..
no la..
she gave me a merit point cause i was honest for admiting tt i didnt do my hmk and own up despite knowing tt i will be scolded -.- HAHAHAHA

second funniest thing!
READING MISS CHARLOTTOE'S BLOG.
shes a real entertainer man.
she? hates training so much yet still wants to be in team.
she? has NO absolutely respect for her senior.
she? doesnt spare a feeling for others.
she? calls others a bitch yet shes one too.
she? says others gossip AS IF she nv GOSSIPED in her whole LIFE before.
she? is so GOD DAMN SARCASTIC.
see miss charlotte? how do you like yr name appear in my blog?
is it nice?
i hope it is you know..
i guess today is one of the best post i've ever blog b4.. cause got yr name what.
so how do you feel now? great?
letting all my friends read abt you..
we didnt ask you to like yingru but can you at least give her a basic respect?
shes yr senior after all
i can understand if yingru really really deserves all those comments you say abt her.
cause i also got scold pple in my blog. but people i scold really deserves it.
BUT, yingru doesnt deserve it! shes not like all those bitches down thr what..
you say its yr life blogging whatever you want. good.
its my life blogging abt whatever i want too.
i hope you can be nicer to yingru. you dont have to like her, but you shd give her a respect. shes yr senior.

tomorrow is holiday *twinkling eyes*
okay thats abt today then. nothing to blog liao..
training tmr at clara's hse ! ^^

KIMLI<3

2006-07-05T04:33:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

today..
we vs queenstown.
and we lost 26-30.
we are out of south zone..
i feel so damn sad now..
sigh..

went to eat chicken rice and the uncle accidentally spilled the chicken on me.. all the gravy everything spilled on my jersey..
so i changed to white top..

OK LA .. hahahas..
we won queenstown !! :DDDDD
sort of thrashed them ! hahahs..
score was 55-11 !!
i guessed i played very rough today..
alot of their players injured..
when the number5 start the ball..
her player pushed me and i fell down =/
my hand anyhow swing den i hit number5's throat..
den when huiling free throw tt time, she cannot breathe..
den she cry..
i feeel so guilty =/
referee came and talk to me when we shook hands with queenstown..
he tell me i play very rough -.-
den everytime number5 start the ball, he will ask me to calm down, dont so worked up.. -.-
i AM supposed to do tt what!
anyway,small size number8 snatched ball with jiaqi, they both jump up and try to grab the ball.
of course jiaqi took it la.. den she try to snatch it when jiaqi landed on the grnd.. jiaqi swing her hand very fast and she from the air dropped down and hit her head !! den she cry..

melissa and ann marie are playing in cedar hahas..
melissa same number as me lol..
so im gonna play against them sooon..

on the way home, passed by street soccer court..
den all the 3Ts were thr ...
chester played with me. say what wanna go home with me..
den in the end say just joking..
idiot.. kukunehneh..
den stanley asked me to go heartland mall with him -.-
so i went lor..
den he bring me walk one whole bigbig round -.-
den i walked back frm heartland to my hse!
damndamndamn far!!
leg sour..
tts abt it..

meng and i.. loves.. :D

phyllis and i

cutecute glenn and i

the two cutest clown in my class

gracie and i !

after match ! two pointguards!

jen huiting and kim

clara and huiting!

you see.. number8 and number9

stanley and i at kovan mrt

coool hurh .. hahha

KIMLI<3

2006-07-03T05:48:00.000-07:00

2nd post of the day !!
im feeling rather much more btr after eating dinner alr (:

spent like 2 hrs watching stairway to heaven and im getting emo again :(
this is one of the saddest episode ...
ok maybe 1st time watching wont seem sad but then you will cry when you watched the whole show..
story of these epi:
tae hwa got caught in police station for painting fake paintings. he wanted to earn money for jungsuh so tt her eyes can be treated.. songjoo immediately went to police station to ask tae hwa whr jungsuh is. as jungsuh didnt want songjoo to know tt she got eye cancer, she broke off with songjoo and ran away. tae hwa knew tt jungsuh was going blind any minute but cldnt go back to look after jungsuh as he was in the police station. so he told songjoo the truth, all abt jungsuh's condition.. like a mad man, songjoo speeded down to the beach, whr jungsuh is..
at the beach, jungsuh fell down and her eye went blind. she was crying really very sad la.. a very good actress.. really cried like mad.. when songjoo reached, he saw the sad jungsuh at the beach.. jungsuh desperately want to see songjoo for the last time but cldnt see him now.. when songjoo ran towards jungsuh and held her hand, jungsuh thought tt it was taehwa as only taehwa knows her whereabouts. songjoo didnt want to reveal himself so he didnt talk and pretended to be taehwa.. den rest you watch bah..
URL:http://youtube.com/watch?v=mJAo5-7t0w8&search=stairway%20to%20heaven

2006-07-03T02:33:00.001-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

ok.. just roughly say abt yesterday..
went to shiang's hse and we watched tan dawei's video..
he did live up his freestyle 9's reputation..
goood skater :D
i ended having no hmk so i read sweet valley..
yepppp..
we talked abt whr to eat today..
and these are the top 3..[ nt according to any placing ]

#1 BORSCH
#2 PARIS INTERNATIONAL SEAFOOD BUFFET RESTAURANT
#3 JACK'S PLACE.

dont get 0.0 by the names of these places..
cause it aint as ex as you think it is..
it IS afforable..
cause they all have student meal..
yepp..
jing didnt want borsch as she was sick of tt place..
we decided tt paris will be out as we would have to travel so far..
so we settled ourselves with jack's place..
ok im watching stairway to heaven now..

nobody lent me! im watching thru youtube!!im so loving it la..

so many touching parts here and thr..

I LOVE STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN.

how i wish i can die like tt :D

photos time!! i very lazy to post ytd photo hahahs.. too many alr luh..

shiang and esther :D

our gralic bread and soup of the day and coke and water:D

chicken culet meal

beeeeef spagetti

grp photo1

grp photo2

us!

our cakes.. excluded frm the student meal

them ! :D

shiang and i

im so in loved with them..

yeah yeah!!

i love them !!!

yeah yeah!!

hahas.. today we are PAIRS !
jing and i wore black shirt and skirt !
hahs
esther and shiang wore pants!
esther and shiang nv tie hair!
me and jing did!!
me and shiang wore dangling ear rings!
jing and esther nv!

i feel like fainting now.. :( haven took tt low blood pressure pill since i ever got it..man.. i feel so restless and unwell..

KIMLI<3

2006-07-01T21:25:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

yesterday went to heartland mall with esther..
went to pizza hut to eat..
den we trained down to hg mall 's arcade and play daytona and bishi bashi..
we had nthing to do so we went to library...
then i picked up this book i have been reading since i was a kid..
sweet valley.. hahas... novel..
so in love with it.
i just went to rent 2 sweet valley bks. imma gonna be so in love with it..
ok..den we went back to court..
we played basketball..
haahhas..
me and esther challenge this 2 guys basketball.. [ detian's friends]
they dont dare la..
den i force them to play.. soon me and esther won 8-3
hahhas.. den darren weetat lester and jiazheng joined us and played 3 on 3..
after esther left and i stayed thr till 8+ hahahs..
christopher came.. long time no see dude hahhahs..
had an Singapore Vs Indonesia match.. we won 11-3
den had SN2 vs outsiders match.. we won too..
den had SN2 vs SGSS.. this match i watch halfway den go liao hahhas..
pics pics!!

oh yeah.. friday me and yunsheng toooook damn lot photos in IT room.. ahah.. i think is comp 37-40 either one..

its so cooooooolio !! i love my er zi!!

i think i saw mingjian didi just now.. i miss him so much...

1st two photos are the ones i took with youjing..
hahahs. i look weird.. tied up my hair for sch -.-

this is my love.

youjing rocks!

us at pizza huts

waiting for our food to come..

MY DRUMLET !!

my strawberry fizz and drumlet

strawberry fizz and mango fizz !

esther's poor photo taking ..

see .. my photo taking is much more better :DD

us on the way back home!!

randoms.

loving my ear ring :D

do we took like tourist? hahahs

what the hell/

my fault this time, hahas.. bad quality photo

act cutes!

esther is camera shy? oh mys..

bobby wanted me to take his shooting pose..

darren!

nat in tt white and blue shirt ! hahahs..

more photos to be taken ltr..
studying at shiang's
excited !! :D
hahas.. i feel im so ba gua..
but then jingyuan and sheila patched !! :D

KIMLI<3

2006-06-30T20:06:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

if you want to treat me so cold. i also cannot force you to treat me hot.
so just be it.
i just ate one of the bitter chocolates in my chocolate box..
how i wish i can all of them so tt the rest of my life i only have sweet chocolates to eat.

i knew perth will change everything.

last time, i got a reason to stay at home.. tell myself i want to stay at home.. now? staying at home makes me feel so empty..

KIMLI<3

2006-06-30T04:17:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

hallo, jing just left from my place. we had so so much of fun today :D
ok..
be yrself day is today..
i didnt dress up casual as i find it silly? hahahhas..

after school met amanda mei at bus stop.. stopped to chat with her until bus 58 came..
went to J8 to find youjing..
we shopped to find a present for her friend..
she bought a billabong pencil case haha..
we stopped by at mac for a long time to chat ..
den it was 3 finally..
so we to sakae sushi :DD
we were M.A.D thr ! hahahas..
laughed like some crazy ass thr hahahhas..
really very nice la!!
we were so FULL !! hahahs...
youjing laughed like shes going to explode alr! hahas

okay.. we went to zhss !! hahahs.. can you believe tt youjing actually sneaked in !?!
w/o being seen by the security guard and ANY teachers !! SOO COOOL !! hahah
went into my classroom and take my hmk...
saw andre at bradell heights :DD
hahahs..
youjing went to my hse
and showed me all her iceskating friends !
im going to skate singapore 2006 this yr ! hahahs..
today i realised tt ice skating is so fun.
dont get me wrong.. seeing people ice skate is fun !!
but i dont really like ice skating .. hhaas.. after tt time experience with alex crazying in the rink.
hahahs.. i treat jing eat sakae today cause she got 1 silver and 1 bronze in the skate malaysia 2006. hahas. she had alot of fun la..
she showed me clips of her iceskating friends.. hahahs..
i think romklao is cute ! hahahas.. go jing blog to see romklao pic !
www.backto-reality.blogspot.com
thr is this guy call mark leung..
fking joker !!
REALLY ! made me laugh non stop..
he edits video and he is really good at it!!
www.retardism.com
!! hahahhs
he is freestyle 7.. so is romklao..
dawei and ZHEWEI are freestyle 9 ! hahahs..
kk..

she left.
my soul left.
:(
i cried and cried on the bed.. wishing thr was somebody out thr comforting me on the phone..
i felt really very awful.. already the fourth time i see her leave me ..
ok nobody was thr comforting me..
i cried from 4 am - 4.30 am.. and i slept..
now. i miss her already..

KIMLI<3

2006-06-29T06:47:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

we lost. yes we lost. we lost with pride..
today, we, found ourselves back.
no more words.
we played well.. except 3rd quarter...
1st quater they score 18 while we score 5
2nd quater they score 5 while we score 14..
3rd quater they score 16 while we onlu score 4.
last quarter they score 6 while we score 10
so score was 45-33
RGS, we will win your today !!
todays referee arent tt bad, except tt there were a few fouls they didnt blow.. whether is it our foul, or their foul...

spooky thing la.. i was on the bus, taking out my wallet.. den during recess time, i cldnt find my wallet.. so i thought i lost it.. was so sad.. hahahas.. den i found it at home !! like wth? i was in the bus holding it yet it appeared at home !?! lol .. GHOST !! ARGHHH !!

rushed home after match to pass andre something hahas.. den i chatted with him and nat..
we then went to coffee shop to eat..
one good thing being with them is tt you can NEVER stay bored for ONE sec hahahs..
they are simply jokers lor!
they can make you laugh even if you are sad like hell!!

went to NUH for my eyes..
they did alot of thing to me la..
at first they drop this eye drop into my eye..
it like is so hot until i cannot open my eyes..
den still alot of things la..
den because of the mulitple eye drops, im long sighted now.. tempory..
for another 2 hrs hahas.. wearing my mama specs... so uncomfortable..
doc says tt i exercise alot but then my brain nt enough blood thats why i see green colour things. he say if its frequent, he will do a scanning of my brain =/
den i got this FEI WEN ZHENG.. can see clusters of bacteria of the corner of my eye hahas..
and i got GAN YAN .. dry eyes.. hahahs..
doc say i got a beautiful eyes :DDDDDD
anyway.. my eyesight is still perfect ! both eyes are 6/06 :DD

shes leaving in 8 hrs..
jiejie. im so gonna miss you so much..
:(

KIMLI<3

2006-06-28T04:42:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

so many days never blogged already..
haven been very tired this week.. cause the entire week everyday is bball-ing..
monday wed fri training..
tues and thursday got match..
oh yeah..
tuesday we played against guangyang secondary..
one word, disappointing..
think prob is our 1st match.. thus we were all very nervous..
coach say we only used like 20-30% of our skills..
1st 2nd 3rd quater.. we really played like shit luh..
1st quater we lead 4-2
2nd quater we lead 10-6
3rd quater 17-15
it was only our last quater we played good..
our 131 defence hahahs..
so we won 38-19. (:
coach seem very disappointed somehow.. he said he didnt sleep..
tomorrow playing against RGS.. we nv beat or won RGS before..
if we win them tmr..
we will REALLY heat up.. and we will be INVINCIBLE !! hohohoho..
tts what we lack of now.. we lack of the fighting spirit!
RGS !!!
HERE COMES YR NIGHTMARE- ZHONGHUA !
my will to improve and play better and stronger has come again..
im getting so excited.. hehehehe ^^

2ndly.. ZHONG HUA SUCKS ! I REPEAT ! ZHONGHUA SUCKS !
if not for my friends and bball team.. i WILL surely transfer school !
they SAY that the barber will ONLY come on THU AND FRI !
yet on the 1st day of school they did a spot check and CUT our hairs!
WTF !!!! how can they be like this !?!
i can really sue them ah!! we got consent form tt says ONLY on thursday leh..
they have NO rights to cut my hair on MON !
TAN HWEE PIN SUCKS !
tt MISS ROZIANNA SUCKS !
before the spot check.. she already promise to let me off.. let me tie my hair on tuesday..
she did it on purpose one ok! cause all the teachers know tt there will be a spot check on monday! then when that stupid principal come and announce got spot check... tt rozianaa cheekily come towards me and embarrass me. den make me stand infront of the school to cut my hair. i stand with samuel amanda..i was standing at the right side with the late comers while the baber was at the left side.
i ran off when rozianna went into the office.. hengheng tt day dont have her period.. thus she nv see.. kukunehneh teacher. kukunehneh principal.. telling you. my hatred for my form teacher is getting bigger and bigger.. i tell you seriously.. she SUCKS !
clara.. go blog again.. i want to nominate 'the suckiest form teacher in zhss' !!
oh yeah... zhss installed air conditioners into the hall.. den at 1st they ask us to donate..
their target was like 150 000 but all they only managed to get 33 000 .. so they make it compulsory for us to donate each $100 like wtf..? we nv donate they will call our parents!! SUCKS !! then today they make us sing national anthem for like 3 times !?! IDIOT SCHOOL !

swollen eye today :(

HAN's chocolate truffle cake.. my favourite..
all along.. i only eat this cake in the HAN's shop despite there were soo many cakes .. better cakes available in the shop..
like oreo chocolate cake..but everytime i go.. i will choose to eat this cake.. if there is no chocolate truffle cake.. i wont eat any other cake..
but now i tell myself.. i wont stick to this cake anymore.. maybe because the price is too ex for me.. or the cake is too sweet for me.. i will still eat.. but i will try other cakes...
i used to think tt our love is strong.. but maybe tts only my one-sided thinking..
i used to think tt you love me so much...
you say you do too.. but yr actions will always make me doubt your love for me..
now, i wont blame.. i wont say..i will put it down... all...
no point snatching you back..
this week.. prob till the next week..
i think i wont be able to be or stay really happy..
or maybe will be very happy..
sister leaving me on friday...
i guess people who knows me knows how impt my sis is to me..
and now shes leaving... what am i going to do again?
im only 14.. im not 24..
just so fast.. split second..
everything i love and treasure just vanished..
leaving me all so alone..
everything i ever wanted.. is all just so gone..
things i love so much.. *poof* vanished eventually..
so maybe i shdnt love..
and when i think back..
i only have tears.. everything tt used to be aint thr anymore..
your have already moved on.. as if nothing has happened at all..
where as me? stuck in past.. unable to struggle out..
so i shall tell myself. i deserved better.
no love? i got lots of friends. i got my basketball.
no sister share? i got issac..
i still hate her. no doubt. and it is really impossible for me to like her.
nothing can change it. like i want to say again.. i know whats happening..
my conscience is clear. she may go arnd complaining abt me.
cause i dont care anymore. i know. i know..

KIMLI<3

2006-06-24T22:23:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

yesterday bball-ing with wenqi was fun (: played a little den she had to go back liao..
den thr was this couple quarreling and fighting non-stop 0.0
went to ahma's hse..
playing with lena!
hahahs..
she tell my jiejie abt my behaviour in school den my jiejie scold me ^^ hahahs..
tt is why its so troublesome to have a cousin in school hahahs..
ate 4 bowls of congee ..
i have to eat .. cause i begged my auntie to cook it.
den she cook 1 whole big pot! hahhas..
played mahjong like 20 rnds? hahahas..
played until XI FENG hahahas..
i lost abt $10 hahahs.
everybody lost money except for lena !
she earned 37 bucks ! hahahhas..
went home.. feeling very tired hahas..
the atmosphere was quite bad when we were going..
cause its the last gathering with my jiejie..
need to wait 1 yr before she comes back again..
and i'll be in canada next yr ! :DDDDDD

TOP 5 REASONS WHY I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL !

#1 i haven hand in any files except for maths.
#2 i nv do science hmk. tanseowlan going to scold me like shit.
#3 im still in the holiday mood. no more late nights for me.
#4 i hate the zhss rules routine.
#5 i hate school and studying.

TOP 5 REASONS WHY I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL !

#1 competition is coming.
#2 get to get punished tgt with yunsheng hahhas.
#3 i miss the meesiam and yong toufu..
#4 i want to study hard !
#5 its fun to break school rules! hohohoho..

man. im so sad tt holiday is over..
to me i have no holiday AT all hahahhas..
need to come back to sch 3-4 days a week..
siansiansian..
shall blog more ltr! :D

KIMLI<3

2006-06-23T21:17:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

my blogskin something wrong..
so i changed to this..
tempory only..
going to grace's hse next week to use her photoshop hohohoho...

i changed this blogskin alot hahahas..
the size, the width.. the words hohoho..
the words the designer used all so chim..
so i decided to use my own one! hahahas
tittle below or changed! hahahahs...
nice anot? tag lehh people! hahahas..

ltr gg to play ball with wenqi and my friends..
den going to ahma hse play mahjong lor! hahahahas..
bye friends!
say goodbye- song of my blog. main theme of my blog :DD
all the words i used came from this song hehehehs...

SAY GOODBYE BY S CLUB 7

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

[Chorus] Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Oh don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'll never said In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other, standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the world i'd make this last [

Chorus] Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Oh don't you cry
Cause true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

[Chorus] Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Because a true love never dies

KIMLI<3

2006-06-23T08:58:00.001-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

today training's was okay..
did our defence all these and tt..
its our last training in the hols already
and our 2nd last training to competition..
3 days left! WOW !
will be playing against guangyang sec on tuesday..

this is the shedule hehehehehs.. =DD

went to eat opp. sch.. TOMYAM ! hahahs..
we gossiped and talked alot hahahs..
den some of us went to clara's hse and play volleyball, street soccer and we played block catching.. its so exciting! hahahs.. den we talked abt ghost story lor.. hahahas..
i went back to court and played 5on5 full court..
my team mates were weechuan and SGSS people..
and oppsite team is bobby caixin darren jiazheng lester and weetat..
funfunfun XD
went back home..
played gunbound hehehes..
went to neighbour's hse. they cooked dinner for us hahahs..
den they served us wine. the wine tt my sister bought for them this yr in canada..
its ice wine..
the achohol level is 35-40%
i took a sip from my jiejie glass..
its bitter sweeet hahahhas..
den i went into the kitchen..
den mrs dcruz let me drink 2 glass hahahas..
i wasnt drunk.. my face was totally red!
i could still do things normally.. i feel normal hahahas..
but i got abit drunk and very high after i went home hahhahas..
i l.o.v.e alcohol !
well.. this is a ice wine.. but a cheaper one.. not the same on i drank this evening..
its bought two yrs ago in changi dutyfree.. hahahs this one is light. only 10%
if im nt wrong.. ice wine is made of frozen grapes.. hahas.. supposingly nt easily available in spore.

KIMLI<3

2006-06-22T06:00:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

went to training but didnt train..
im still kinda sick..
but comp's coming nearer and nearer.. so no choice..
gotta go training tomorrow..
coach showed us this movie called glory's road..
its a basketball movie before coach carter..
and i think it is better than coach carter..
its abt these niggers, they are being persuaded by this really very good coach..
all they want to do is to play basketball but there is alot of difficulties for them..
discrimination because of their colour..
yepp..
their rooms got sprayed by paints saying tt nigger sucks..
they can beaten up in toilets..
but tt didnt stop them from playing basketball..
and soon, they prove to the nation tt niggers can play ball better than whites.
and they [ west taxas ] won kentucky university..
hahahs...
this show is like the same thing as coach carter except tt its older and NICER :D
coach's gonna lend me the VCD..
who wants to watch with me!?!

went to NUH for checkup..
doc recommended me to go to the eye specialist.
=/
went home.. got bored..
so i took some photos with my jiejie's specs..

training tmr.5 days left to C divison.

KIMLI<3

2006-06-21T06:51:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i found this thingy when i was cleaning my cupboard..
took some pics of it and with it.. in my friendster (:

my love for you; hidden somewhere..
its so hot, flaming hot..
and still is, no matter what..
just let this picture, worthed 1000 words..
do its magic bahh..

fever =/ didnt go training.. highest is 38.7 today..
now, is 37.8
tmr gt training..
hope i can go..
also got the flu.. must be because of monday bahh..
bye world.
bye to you.

KIMLI<3

2006-06-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

jing came to my house this morning..
watched my lovely samsoon.
den we went to kopitiam to eat with esther and bobby..
hmm.. den me and esther and bobby went to queensway to buy my basketball shoe..
well..
they are very nice ..
accompany take bus.. shopp the whole queensway for my shoe..
thanks ah (: esther and bobby.
friday treat your drink (:
hahahas.. thanks for the patience !! heeehee..
i owe your favour each !!
thanks again ah!!! (: really very grateful..
they pei me from afternoon 2.20 until 9 pm..
veryvery good and nice friends (:
T.H.A.N.K.S
anyway. i got cheated off 20 dollars..
hrmph :(
dont ask why.
im so damn pekchea !
i've got a pobia sitting on buses now..
i sat in the bus for like more than 2 hrs today...
den we went to hougang green because i need to find jiejie...
bobby lent me $100 dollars to buy my shoe.. so need to take $100 frm jiejie to pay back him.
den jiejie was with shiyan, olivia and zhaochen jiejie..
hahahahs.. prob their last meeting le :(
cause my jiejie going back on the 30th..
oh wells..
people/things tt i love so much always leave me one by one de..
must xiguan abit.. not kidding loe.. want me to show you example?
ok.. enough of unhappy things .. now happy things (:

this is my shoe.. $89 i dont really like the colour.. but only this colour.. what can i do?
oh yeah.. i told lester the colour sucks when he bought this shoe.. now i bought the exact one with him hohoho.. die liao la... dunno how to say to him..GOT CHEATED OFF $20 :/

bobby's BACK TO PRIMARY SCHOOL SHOE :D
cause dont have lace, so look like pri sch shoe.. the whole thing is white except for a little green parts..
$83 dollars..
yeah la.. he always shows off his adidas stuffs to me.. idiot hahahs..
wait till i got money.. i buy adidas and nike stuffs and make you jealous!

my leg hurts now..
muscle ache.. great painess and sourness...
tmr got training.. dunno how to tahan ..
well.. lucks to me..

KIMLI<3

2006-06-19T07:49:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

hallo peeps.. so many days not blogging, this will be a long post.. hahahs..
im too lazy to post up pics.
imma gonna post all my pics inside my photobucket..
people feel free to go inside hahahs..
but ask me for my pw~
its all LOVELY photos..
maybe tmr i'll post some of the really nice de..

SATURDAY, 17/06
went to plaza sing with jennifer and huiting.
i was supposed to meet clare and rosyton.
but they went for movies.. yeahh..
den we bought something.. heeee..
slacked.took photos.shopping.take neoprint.went arcade.
i rushed off to suntec after tt..
went to kuali steamboat buffet and celebrate father's day..
its cheap hahahas..
ok.. cheaper than the other restuarants we go..
$154.80
while waiting for my slowslow family to come, i started by eating the desserts..
CAKES ! its FABULOUS. oh yeah.. i went to rocky master eaarlier on and bought a chocolate cake.. $3.90 .. real nice : D
i shared money with my brother... each $10
i went the whole suntec to find a present..
den i ran here and thr like a mad woman..
so finally i settled for my father's favourite- cheesecakes.
ANDERSON ICECREAM.CAKE SHOPS.
i bought a slice of tiramiasu. newyork cheese cake. blueberry cheesecake and oreo cheesecake..
and guess 4 slice of cake worth how much? hahahs..
$20.80 lols..
i went thr to eat the royal chocolate cake b4.. its nice (: hahahs..
yi feng qian yi feng huo !
home sweet home ..

SUNDAY 18/06
early morning went to my grandpa death anniversary...
den bobby ask me go out have lunch with him and esther..
we went to rent the ring [ american version ]
heees.. i was so scared when we haven watched..
but it wasnt so scary after all.. i screamed once tho ..
went to SN2 play basketball..
got bobby la.. jia zheng.. esther.. me.. darren.. caixin.. weetat.. lester.. alex.. nat.. daniel and menghwee.
played until very tired.. 7+ going to 8..
den i very sian... so went home..

MONDAY 19/06
training today was sort of like a torture today..
due to the rain, for warm-up we ran 10 rnds inside the sch.. which is abt 7 rnds around the sch.
den we did 3 sets, 500 skipping
after that we went to dry the court..
did shooting.. must score 300..
den rain.. so we went to do physical stuffs.. which made my muscles damn sour..
did 100 situps, 100 pumping, 100 'pullup', 100 step up and down and 100 jumping..300 skipping..
hmm.. den we needa score 500 layups, right hand.. sprint lehh.. if we run slow.. we need to restart.. and we restart twice.. so agaaga we did 550-600.. very xingku..
den coach ask us to run 10 rnds inside the sch again... 0.0
so its like.. [ 7rnds arnd of sch = 600m times 7 = 4.2km]
14 rnds = 8.4 km.
plus all the runnings all tt.. we ran like 10 km today.. 0.0
all of them went to clara's hse.. i was too tired..so i went home..
i fell asleep while sitting on the massage chair..
den i was late for appointment..
need to reach P center at 4.30
i reached bugis at 4.20.
i took a taxi to pearl center when i realised i was at the wrong place..
so the uncle u-turn back to P center for me..
hes like so kind .. cause i need to pay 6 bucks for he only charge me 5 bucks.
all the medications add up a total sum of $268 0.0
damn expensive.
went with jiejie to bugis streets..
shopped..
bought ear rings again.. 2 studs and 1 ear ring..
i loved the crown ear ring.. but its nt included in the 3 for $5 thingy.. sad..
went seiyu shopping la..
den we went to ICE CUBE : D
ordered a chocolate fondue and 2 BBQ chicken fillet.. cost 42++
ice cube rocks!
went to chompchomp to takeaway food for family..
here i am now.. reached home like 10+..
shopping with jiejie is nice :DD

actually i think i will let my child go out for all she like.
cause just like me now. im so sick of going out.. i'll rather stay at home now..
the more my mom force me to stay at home, the more i want to go out..
the more she allows me to go out, the more i feel like being at home (:

oh wells.. jingyuan and sheila broke up.. i dont know them. but i've been a faithful reader of shelia's blog cause i think she and jingyuan very loving.. they have been tgt for 18 months.. so such a long relationship can break off cause because jingyuan did something wrong.. and jingyuan really loves sheila luh.. judging the numeral calls and msgs tt he called sheila..

conclussion: love is so fragile. but i kinda think they will patched. shall wait and see... they are really very loving lor..

KIMLI<3

2006-06-16T05:41:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

went to macpherson play
we won 60-27.
hmmm... yepps..
coach fetched us to junction8..
he talked to us alot alot of things lor..
yepp..
bottom line for coach, if you have come in here,
DONT QUIT !
DONT LEAVE ZHSS !!
CANNOT !! NO NO !
den we went haggen daz [whatever you spell it] to eat
saw bobby and his kaki..
den we went outside 7-11 , we sat down and had team talk..
dont want to disappoint coach alr..
so we gonna have our own extra training !
yepps. we can do it de!
its all in our mind!!
dont letdown coach!!

i reached home at 3.
i watched my lovely samsoon frm 3 till now..
and im still watching (:
3rd time watching now..
as soon as i create my blogskin, i'll put the song here (:
as soon as i reached the peak of the mountain, the feeling of stepping on the clouds, i'll tell myself. can already..its okay.i'll done my best already.its all over.. and when you come back, i wont let you see the weak and pathetic me...
it all begins with the WHY.
its a pure total pressure.
cause i want to win. i treat basketball very impt. i treat zhss basketball team very impt me.
please dont say all those kinds of words anymore. i dont like it.
respect me and my team.

KIMLI<3

2006-06-15T05:12:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

hahahhas..
went to bugis today in the afternoon to meet jen and huiting..
jen was like wearing a tight and short pants and oversize shirt..
so if your happen happily walking in bugis today, you see a girl, as if shes nt wearing pants like shes just came back from swimming..

we went to swensons to eat.. ok i nt sure if tt is the correct spelling.. who cares..
huiting ate curry bake rice
jen and i ate fish and chips..
i feel like eating steak.. but i have to consider bt my allowance ahh..
JULY. yes... i will definately eat the steak!!
wait for me ahhhh...
we took neoprints.. hahahahs..
den we went to toilet take photos..
and here are them..

with huiting(:

we went to the specs stall and me and jen are so totally in love with the so call gothic specs(:

tada!

okkay.. bth of them left me while i was waiting for my sis to come bugis...
i shopped for a while hahahs.. and bought myself two ear rings..
den my sis dont want to come liao.. so i continued shopping alone..
and i realised thrs this coool shop somewhr near bugis.. had fun thr.
but soon my ear started bleeding.. the noob me.. was so scared tt i went home hahahahs..

one of the ear rings i bought!(:

my 2nd ear ring

this is how my ear hole looks like since the infection started

and it bleeded.. suddenly.. is it because of the ear rings? haha

me and mrt gg home!

i watched this show when i went home (: funnny

tired.. liver cancer? hahas.. yellow eyes?

actually i think shopping alone rocks.. as in nt as bad as how many people thinks..(: and i really like shopping alone hahahas.. so people.. dont think watching,eating,shopping alone is weird! cause my mom does tt, my sis does tt, eunice does tt.. so why cant i? stop saying im weird.
of course.. i still prefer two people shopping.. but thrs just alot more in gg out alone..

ok.. for readers who wants to continue reading hahahs.. the next things im gonna blog is abt a movie (: call my lovely samsooon!
its a very nice movie.. i like it cause it has a good ending(: and i love to eat cakes is because of this movie ! heee.. i wont say much abt it bahh..
ok.. its abt this pump girl, she and her bf broke up.. she also got fired..
den she think she very suay lor...
she doesnt like her name cause she thinks her name is very disgusting..
her name is kim samsoon.
she wants to change her name to kim xizhen
den she met this manger call zhenxuan.
den things were pretty bad for them when they 1st mad..
but slowly samsoon worked for zhenxuan.. oh yeah.. samsoon is a baker.. a very good cake baker..
den SOMETHING happened.. which i dont want to say..
zhenxuan's ex came back..
she went to america 3 yrs ago w/o telling zhenxuan..
it hurt zhenxuan ALOT..
they still love each other lor..
but then zhenxuan cldnt forgive her..
so used samsoon to piss her ex which is call lu xizhen.
hahhas.. den xizhen went to america cause she got stomach cancer..
den her doc, who fell in love with xizhen, is a american call henry..
and alot of things happened la.. i got the show trailer in my friendster..
its recommended.. must watch show (:
somephotos !
i watched this show on 14.03..
and i watched it again on 14.06.

this is the show's poster.. yummmmy cake!

this is lu xizhen(: pretty! and slim!

zhen xuan and samsooon

this is henry and zhenxuan! 2 also handsome.. realise alot of hunkies in korea!

VCD/DVD cover picture

they rock! i love this show!

pretty!

he is so shuai! zhenxuan!

henry ! (:

this show is funny and lovely.. i so love this show (: reallly.. the OST is she is by clazziquai.. rocks tooo!! WATCH !!

KIMLI<3

2006-06-14T05:20:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

whats the big fat problem of yrs?
asking you to pray for one day.
you need to gimme attitude like this.
idiot.
you ask me nt to do things that you hate me more and more.
let me tell you.
i hate you already.

KIMLI<3

2006-06-12T04:24:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

had training today..
1st time i run school until got so much energy hahahas..
but i think tt run taken alot of my energy..
so for the rest of the training, i very sehseh..
yepp..
we performed very badly today..
right hand layup, we were given 3 mins to score 50 balls, but we only scored 49.
left hand layup, we were given 3 mins to score 50, we scored 46
okkay la.. hmm.. if only we got more pple.. we only gt 8 pple.. hahahs..
den we did figure 8, 1 do layup, 1 do 2 pointer shot, 1 do 3 pointer shot..
like tt must do 150 shot ins in 10 mins -.-'''
SOOO much la...
i think coach nv expected us to reach tt 150 target.. hahahs..
we only did 100+
den we played fast break 3 on 2.. followed by 3 on 3..
den we played 5 on 5..
coach was very disappointed with us
cause a normal team supposingly trains better and better..
but then, we train lousier and lousier..
we dont have the determination, fighting spirit bahhs..
i think we really let down coach liao la..
so lets work hard for the final 6 trainings before our match starts okay!?!
dont disappoint coach liao!!
lets work up our 131 defence ! and our setplays!
we must beat RGS !!

went to N&B hahahs.. had a great time thr..
went home..
watched some VCD..
went to makan with youjing and esther..
sean came down to SN2 today hahhas.
den i was sitting at the chair below my hse..
i asked jing help me shout sean's name cause i nv see him b4..
den she shout 3 times he nv hear..
i shout 1 time he saw me liao!
yay! i more powderful than jingo !
jing giving away chino :(
dont la.. i will miss chino der..

clare ah! make it on wednesday okay? then i pei you on saturday ! hahahs,

iLOVEyoujing ! : D
below is a song lyrics of a very nice song.. a love song :D
READ PPLE ! READ ! FOR LOVERS

SAY GOODBYE BY S CLUB 7

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

[Chorus] Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Oh don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'll never said In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other, standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the world i'd make this last [

Chorus] Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Oh don't you cry
Cause true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

[Chorus] Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Because a true love never dies

KIMLI<3

2006-06-10T20:59:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

hahahahahs..
so now, im having fun talking to sean.
he want to come to ccab to watch zhss matches.
idiot, purposely want to jisiao me.
hrmph.

okkays..
went to escape theme park yesterday..
photos..
i had my ultimate fun in the haunted hse,
actually the 1st time i went in i very scared,
2nd time still scared..
but 3rd time i nt scared liao
den me jane chunfeng and germaine keep gg in ! hahahhas..
we play with the ghost
help the ghost to scare pple
we had very fun time !!
if you wanna know the details (:
just come and talk to me'
you'll laugh!

me in the cab gg to escape..

wett and wild

wet us

pepsi!

jane and i

me and my new top (: from series.

this is one of the ghost in the haunted hse ! (:

me and jane. ! hahas.. we were playing with theghost thr

ghost!

jane and mr mummy..

okay(:
when we were playing pepsi , got these grp of ahbengs keep laughin at me and germaine (:
why?
cause me and germaine were playing scissors paper stone in the air! hahahhs.

den we playing pirate ship, got this buch of guys, they put one finger on their mouth..
hahahs.. i went to jisiao, so i also put .. den he saw...
den he and friends keep following us!
we sit rainbow they also sit!
we play haunted hse, they follow..
so i decided to scare them..
hahahs.. and i managed to!
den we keep going to haunted hse.
they also ! hahahas..
then i knew they will revenge me!
so i asked the ghost to follow me! (:
cause the ghost only stand in the front..
so he follow me..
when the guy gg to scare me tt time, the ghost jump infront of him! hahahs..
he scared ah!! (:
funnnnny people (:
i guess i know 1 of them .. very familiar with me!
i had grt time with germaine and jane!

saw alexandra, beverly.. and teckchaw, forever in the smoking area (:

KIMLI<3

2006-06-09T04:43:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

we got our jersey alr ! (:
oh yeah..
todays training is pretty nice..
cause coach focused on our skills rather than our physical skills..
den coach was telling us our hard his anglican boys trained..
its so scary luh..
den coach say ' lets play with anglican girls ' 0.0

went to yuhui hse..
I CANT BEAR TO LEAVE HER HOUSE.
her hse is like a FOREST..
ultimately beautiful ! : DD
got bat fly in halfway lor.
den we run here and thr screaming hahahhas..

suay ah me..
i got ear infection..
bleed alot..
very pain..
of all people.. why me :(
also, i cut my hair..
its short at the back.. long at the end..
i still dont think its long enought for me to spike..
oh wellls...

open challenge ah?
lets see whos more pro.
you think im scared?
wow.. im like so freaking scared now man.
-pukes-

KIMLI<3

2006-06-08T07:03:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i fell hard.
nv gonna repeat my mistakes ever again.

spent like 400+ today.. i bought myself 2 shirt. posting photos tmr. gonna shop somemore.

KIMLI<3

2006-06-07T01:59:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

massage chair came ytd..
and we've got a free leg massage.. worth 700+ -.-'' hahahas..
now my hse got alot of things..
i don have place to sleeeep -.-

went to training today
we didnt do much.
cause ytd we lost to bedok north.
coach said we cld have won.
but did we really cld have won?
or were we just scared because of the name BEDOK NORTH?
so today training we did nothing but sit down and talk..
coach told us ALOT of things..
and i really love team talks ! (:
coooolio kay !
coach said one thing tt made me SOOOOOOOOOOOO happy..
its like SOOOOOOOOOOOO funnnny luh ! (:
hahahhas..
all the bballers shd know what im talking abt ! (:
i laughed until i almost ROFL!
but coach had to let us touch ball..
so we decided to have 1 on 1.
and i had to vs jen..
hahahahs.. when we snatched the ball, we bth fell onto the floor.
den we keep snatching until my hand rubbed against the floor.
so now, another injury :(

went to mai dangdang to eat with coach (:
den very goood time lor..
they went to my hse to watch 3 good man.
then we go court play..
here am i now.

if its meant to be, it will be.
at least, i am able to live with my conscience.
i will play it fair and square.

KIMLI<3

2006-06-06T00:55:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

very very very very very tired.....
-eyes close-

read my msg inside my blogger shayn ! (:

KIMLI<3

2006-06-05T03:23:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

last night S.U.C.K.S
i didnt get to sleep ..
its so sudden..

ytd i went court..
shiang is back ! cheerios
i just love the seeweed she bought for me!
i want more! M.O.R.E and more!
went to blk 147 kopitiam eat with bobby dominick esther junhao and shiang..
all of us ate western food except for dominick ! hohohoho..
den i went to shiang hse to watch meteor garden 2..
went back at 11+
den went to bed.
think of so much things...

went to training today..
run 7 rnds arnd the sch today...
i guess i drank too much water..
my stomach and slightly at my ribcage thr very pain !
so yeahh..
training today is SOOOOOO F.U.N.N.Y !!
hahahahhas..
coach so funnny !
we had a nice team talk today ! (:
i said something wrong. im so sorry..
tomorrow we gg to play against bedok north sec..
i dont think we can win.
they are east zone champ hahahhas..
nvm..
JIAYOU !
friday THINK gt a match..
we're having training very frequently..
june hols = no hols
but we want to win.
so no choice.

went to mai dang dang to eat..
now no cheeseburger student meal :(
I LOVE BEEEEEEEEEF !
i wanted to order 1 double cheese and coke..
but then finally i ate fillet oh fish..
the ahbengs down thr very -.-'''
me and jen feel like confronting them..
we went to PS.
shopped for jen bf's birthday present..
i love cineplax [ spelt like tt?] ADDIDAS shop.. its like the biggest addidas shop i've seen!
ehh.. no 2nd biggest.. biggest at suntec.
and i love that adidas stella machatney[ spelt like tt?] clothes !
tt skirt ! $165 ! AHHHH..
i want !! WO YAO !!
the red alot of small holes and bra shirt ALSO very nice.. sob.. go work? hahahs..
went to take neoprint den go home liao..
went to buy bubble tea just now...
craving for my grape yougurt drink..
went to rocky master..
bought this double chocolate cake..
3.90
its nice.. but tooo sweet..
huiting bought the coke..
2.70 -.-
one can of coke 2.70 -.-
i still prefer han's chocolate truffle cake..
yepps.

got uncle come and prank call me 0.0
coach help me scold him lol..

KIMLI<3

2006-06-03T23:49:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

im gonna stay happy, for him, for me.
-kills my brain-
i hope i stop thinking too much..
i love you (:

im not gonna blog for a while friends.. but keep tagging my tagboard. its feeling dead.
stay tune my friends, for msn kimli gonna write ' im blogging again'
im alr abit emotionally unstablized. or whatever you named it.. i need you. i need my friends.. i need warmth and love.

imma going back to SN2.

I HATE THE CHINESE TONIC MY MOTHER HAS BEEEN FORCING ME TO DRINK ! SO BITTER !!! GRRRRRRRRRR..

sleeping is nt pleasure anymore. its a stress for me.
nightmare kills.

im sorry i've been acting like a spoilt child, a troublesome kid to you.. i know im too much..gimme time.. i need to learn how to stay happy even w/o you.. my everything.

KIMLI<3

2006-06-02T20:36:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

oh wells.. yesterday went to dunman secondary for friendly match. we won them 58-42. coach is kinda crazy you know.
he asked us to run at dunman's sch field . which is prob about 4-5 basketball court size. 10 rounds leh. imagine.. 40-50 rounds of court..
coach is crazy =X .. after match somemore.. when all of us are so damn freaking tired..
but we managed to run finish .. suprisingly.
we did walk tho.. sometimes when we cannot tahan.
the ground of the field is very uneven and mudly.. so huiting sprained her ankle.. 0.0 hahhaas..
now i think tt zhss's water cooler sucks.

KIMLI<3

2006-06-01T07:10:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

im sorry.

KIMLI<3

2006-05-28T00:44:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

2nd day he in perth alr.. miss him sooo much..
as the rains drip down and down.. my mood also goes down and down..
im sorry..
but im back t0 that irritating and sad me..
wont be long my frends..
im just too tired.. let me rest bahh..
i been trying TOO hard.. i need a break..
just a while.. pardon tt ' KIMLI ' ok?
then a meaningful song to keep me going !
its mariah carey 's through the rain !!
read the lyrics ! read it.. its really damn fking meaningful..
this post goes out to all my friends who have probs now.. no matter what kind of probs.. especially love...
this post also dedicated to my problemedfaced- SN2 friends. !

Mariah Carey - Through The Rain

When you get caught in the rain
With no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain
Without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved
But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraidI hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down
Don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that
I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And when the rain blows
As shadows grow close don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you
You'll never pull through
Don't hesitate
Stand tall and say
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more dayAnd
I make it through the rain
I can make it through the rain
And I live once again
And I live one more day
And I can make it through the rain
(Ohhh yes you can)
You will make it through the rain

this song is actually bt mariah's dad and mom love story.. i got the MTV in my friendster.. go see bah.. very nice!
wont blog until he comes back.. i miss him so much..he called me thrice yesterday.. but i nv answer.. i slept at 9 ytd.. miracle.. so tired.. oh yeah.. sorry jing.. i prob bored you out ytd..
ahahas.. he called my house.. then gt funny things happen. i don care what she says to him anymore. i know he will be faithful to me.but to tt girl.. what if we change places today and im the one toking all those patching things with him.. will you like it?no offence. im nt being crude or rude or anything.. i just hope you will understand me. i've been very tolerant alr. thanks girl.

KIMLI<3

2006-05-26T23:04:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

went for parents day.
handed me my report book.
quite okay bahh..
father nv scold me.

went to gardens.
jiejie came to join us.
i recommended to go sticky rice and eat..
yeahh.. bill came out 76 dollars.. lol..

looking at rows of beer, rum, champange, wine
i really love it.
just me?
hahahahs...
don you find them beautiful?
one day i shall take photo of it.

6 days more.

KIMLI<3

2006-05-26T07:26:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

hes leaving ~~tmr~~ in like less than 24 hrs?
imma so gonna miss him.
maybe i ~~will~~ wont blog for these few days.
6 days.
so daMn fking long.
sigh.
have fun ! (:

KIMLI <3

2006-05-25T03:13:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

this is my life..
issac and mine.
we..
we went out tgt today. just so totally love issac.
as the sun shine on me, im feel warm.
but in me, im cold and hard as a stone.
this what i am, changing slowly every moment.
or have nt i changed? maybe this IS me. since dunno how many yrs ago..

i thought when he came into my life. i've changed to a happy person . a true one. nt a act happy person. but i was wrong. i still prefer lonely places. i still prefer to be alone. and guess what? im starting to drift away from all my friends. don even find them. i just simply walk alone.

dunno since when, kimli has died. they know it. they told her, " kimli, you've changed." and no matter how much how hard i worked, im only a subsitute. i can nv be tt one that can ever bring joy to my friends life ever again.

basketball sucks. studies sucks. life sucks. im already trying real hard.. this is nt a sad post. i wanna become a baby again. relive my life again..

just twrling arnd and arnd.. i dunno whrs the start. whrs the end.whr im gg. who are the people arnd me.

waiting for somebody to sit on that chair with me..this is my life. so beautiful, so artistic yet so lonely and quiet.

and i love you too. : DD i need you.

got a mesage for you waiting in my blogger.

KIMLI<3

2006-05-24T03:47:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

didnt went to school today again..
went to doc yesterday..
got stomach infectiom.
and the medicine totally sucks la.
it makes me numb.drowsy.
like the times last yr hurh?
i totally hate the med luh.
i don even have the strength to type now!
supposed to ate my 2nd rnd med at 6.
its 6 45 now and i haven eat yet.
the 1st round med still made me numb..
shayn.
i very xingku and nan shou.. :(

KIMLI<3

2006-05-23T04:45:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i shall blog a very long post today (:

today school.. morning imma so happy tt i didnt have stomachache man!!
den morning assembly blahblahblahh..
now need to do ALOT of filing.. so damn freaking boring...
went to comp lag..
me and mengfei gao lesbian . really loe.. keep touching each other hahahahs..
used msn in computer.. vanessa online sia..
pon sch again!

went to chesire home.
so damn funnnny la!
i went to wheel the chairperson arnd the home cause she was showing us arnd the home
thr was a BIG slide thr. which i don see the reason of making a slide when all the old people thr are wheelchair bound ...
thrs also a 0.7 m high swimming pooool -.-
ok. here comes the funny part.
one of the ahmas asked me to go to her room. i was with huiting then.
she toook out her shirt infront of me!!!! ok.. i dunno how to describe. she nv take out.. she pulled her shirt up till her breast area there.
she showed me her bra and ask me to find the exact same colour and type in her cupboard..
thinking that it was quite alright. i opened the cupboard.
me and huiting .. -.-''' .. our mouths open bigbigbig
the shirt all is anyhow stuff inside de..
den the ahma ask me and ht to take out the clothes and fold them loe!
den ask us to do alot of things.
one thing i cannot forgive is that she asked me to take out all her used socks and checked which are in good conditions which are in bad conditions ..
totally cannot forgive that.
played scrabble and slacked there..
two most mem0rable people i will rmb..
tt kongbu ahma and one ahgong with only one eyeball..so damn scary.. i will very sorry for him.

after tt went to daniels hse outside wait for yeeling and youjing.. they went to daniel hse to play.. didnt go cause gt the home visit..
den i lazy to go in.. so i wait outside for them..
den me yeeling and jing walk to hougang mall han's.. to eat my chocolate truffle and my super beefburgerwithegg.
my 1st time eating at han's hahahhas..
went to sweet talk to buy grapeyougurt ice blended.. nice times 3.

den went to court.. royston and ahboon down there..
got one guy jump shot sibei BEAUTIFUL !
eileen weechuan also thr.. lol.
ahboon loook so old now. prob because of his white hair and his smokings.
den shiang came down.
she extracted her mole with a laser lol..
den got one temp scar down thr...hahahs..
walk chino and went home..

okkay imma gg to see doc now.
9 days of stomachache and now headache.. i cannot stand it now..

zhss inviting hairdresser to sch!
like wtf?
so damn lame la!
cuz of this needa go tie my hair.
hrmpf.
den somemore my hair colour..
sigh..

KIMLI<3

2006-05-22T07:12:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i went to school today....
nv go morning assembly cause i stomach pain again =X
den rozianna come and scold me because i kept giving her letters whenever i nv come home.
kns ..

drum lesson 4 hrs today =X
sians sians sians..

phototaking session.. WOHOHOHOHO.. i certainly enjOyed it.

training..
total tiredness..
jiayou!
we will be vsing RGS and CEDAR..
wth...
hahahhas.. nbm..we'll win !

gt somebody added him.
called mindy or whatever shit.
she damn bitch.

daddy went overseas..
NO CAMERA.. sobs..

lOve you sweets (:

KIMLI<3

2006-05-20T22:02:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

painkillers didnt help much.
ultimate pain .

KIMLI<3

2006-05-20T08:42:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i miss you like so much.
i really do.
no words can say how much i really miss you.

KIMLI<3

2006-05-19T07:22:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

im so damn freaking T.I.R.E.D ..
in everyway.

hes at ECP now.. barbecuing..
have fun. (:

im having fun suaning and making andre ! : DD

KIMLI<3

2006-05-18T20:00:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

since im so pathetically bored. jean tagged me this.

instructions
o1. this is a quizo
2. those chosen must do and then choose 5 people to do thiso
3. you must be honest
04. have fun!!!!

01. how many crushes you have?
3
02. i will recommend this song called... by...
so sick by neyo
o3. mummy, when i grow up i want to be
LAWYER !
04. describe yourself and your features with at least 5 points:
tan. have eyes. have nose. have abnormal mouth.have ears.
05. ok now. the most intimidate thing you done to the opp. sex is:
holding hands.
06. your next dream present will beuhh.
ehhh.. a hp with mp3 and 2 megapixel camera!
07. what do you want to tell your current crush/ex/current lover
your so adorable :DD
08. final question, who arethe next people to do this quiz?
bobby, shiangling, youjing,jovina, shayn..

i thik only jovina will do... lol

KIMLI<3

2006-05-18T07:40:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

i dunno. i just feel everything's not in the place whr they should be.
im like having stomachache 3 days alr =X
i feel m.o.o.d.y everyday now..
i just feeel like ~~crying~~
oh man.. let these days pass faster.
im in a crisis..

I WATCHED DA VINCI CODE ! NICENICENICE!!
PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN 2 COMING SOOON !

KIMLI<3

2006-05-17T03:33:00.000-07:00

DEAR ISSAC,

today and ytd kinda sucks..
dunno what happen to my stomach...
from ytd till now.. i went to toilet 8 times alr!
1st time i pain until i cry 0.0
horrible time in the toilet
today i nv attend flag raising..
i was in the toilet ..
den i came out and went parade square.. MISS TAN TALK COCK SING SONG PLAY MAHJONG..
dunno talk what shit..
so long luhh.. den my stomach cannot tahan again
den i run up to toilet..
den after school i went toilet again.. wasnt sure whether i shd go training.. but i went..
den go home liao.. i just came out of the toilet... :(
pain ahhh..
siann.. i hope ltr don have liaooo.. i hate stomachache.. worst than pregnant!
sorry LG nb tell you..
i didnt want to worrry you.
my asshole hurts now luh...

exams. don wanna talk abt it..
i improved ALOT for the subjects i didn score well during term 1..
but thosei scored well.. i dropped..
especially geog.. i started hardworking for it 2 weeks b4..
yet i only gt 44/100?
yrahh.. i know what my parents will say..
no matter how much i said how hard i worked..
they will always say im bluffing.
im so disappointed with myself.

training.. i got into team..
erm.. i won huiting in getting number9.
sorry huiting..
sorry..

dear, log in my blogger.. got a message waiting for you..

tell me when you reply ok? reply ahh..

KIMLI<3